Jealousy makes one ugly.

i felt so disgusted yet helpless...


)):

today we'd I&E day. two things good about it are that there're no lessons and there'e free file! haha. anw, here are some photos taken today:






ten-dalism. saw the BIG aeroplane at the centre of the majong paper? it's drawn by me and ruin by yhan! hoho~
ten-o-six class photos at pe department.

the fun part bout the game carried out at the pe department is when we played self-editing baseball. the home team ran with the ball to prevent the opponents from taken it while the opposing team steal our bases.. lols. so much fun!

got caught yesterday for playing bridge in class. felt that i've let down my parents and gary dad. owells, i guessed everything should turn out fine after today. i promise i will never play bridge in class again. must learn from mistakes. really hope i can do it. i must resist from the temptation cuz i'm seriously addicted to it.

it's so amazing that just a message itself can make one feel blessed..((:

happiness.

yesterday in the morning i couldn't wake up on time to go for ABcamp stuff in school. 8 o'clock starts and lincoln called me at 810am. lol! i'm so panicky! when i reached school, it's about 845am and i saw mr cheng sitting with my group. i'm like OMG, i'm dead, i'm dead. thank god he didnt scold me when i told him i overslept. wah heng ah! so scary. i also got to know what community and activity i'm selected for- welfare com and outdoor activities. dunno should be happy or upset. i wish to be GI, budden got in for welfare...

have to chiong to CDAC after that because ABcamp meeting always end late. so i ended up eating 3 buns for breakfast-cum-lunch. so poor thing. but i'm very elated when jason is so efficient and enthu in doing his work. i'd never do assessment paper so fast before! lol! happy happy. i know very well that jason is a very very smart boy, just that he loses focus easily and is very mischievous.

it's also my dad's birthday, so we went out to bottle tree garden (or something that named like that) for dinner. that's a rather good place to dine in except that it is sort of "rural". we're facing the sea when we're eating. cool right?


hoho~ daddy, HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
i love you.



but there's a very upsetting thing that happened to me last night. i guessed i'm going to lose my the other dad, lose a friend, pretty soon. i dunno what happened between us as well. i guess being friends is a suffer to both of us. how come ah?

hoho, yesterday is a super HAPPY day for me!

i felt damn damn happy, so fortunate, so blessed.

i'd completed both of my common tests-physics and chemistry, which landed on the same week and were near to my competition. very stressful. but well, it's OVER! yay!

then in the afternoon, we got back our chinese 'A' level result. i got a 'A'!! it's so unbelievable! not because my chinese ain't good, i got As all along in secondary school, but ever since i entered into JC, my chinese result has been a disappointment, i never got A before and my highest grade is only a low B. WAHAHHAHHA.. thanks man! the A appear at the most crucial paper. YAY YAY!! i ended up crying. cuz i'm too happy. really damn damn happy. tt's call tears of joy.

still got another slightly happy thing. i got third in a recent NTU shooting competition. actually i'm rather sad initially cuz i didn't shoot well this time as compared to my training, so i pulled down my team score. if i'd shot better, we wouldn't lose to NTU, who shoot just 3 points more than us. but think in a positive way.. i got a 3rd in my first competition! should celebrate. lol. MUST work harder man!

i must really thank my class, i received so much encouragement from them. really touched when i keep on received messages from them, cheering me on and asking me for the results. i must also thank all my other friends who are so concerned about me. thanks man! i know i'm not alone. there're friends out there who care for me! so blessed..((: