just came back from abcamp!

everything seemed to passed so fast. rmb the torture and stress i've been feeling and facing before the camp because of all the proposal and re-doing of proposal over and over again. also, on the first and second day of camp, i'm still very bz with my outdoor stuff and chionging to set up wet weather stations when it started to rain at labrador. everything's so tiring and yet the amount of sleep we get is so little.

everyday running here and here and there, getting everything done on time. preparing food, serving food and having no time for my own breakfast, lunch and dinner. all these are so vivid in my mind. also remembering how welfare com stand together as one-- to be firm in what we've done ain't a mistake and that we're not wrong! i believe many of the campers do understand the rationale of us being to strict and firm in their attire, attitude and disipline.

the most fun part of the camp is during Land Ex where dad, alford and me were chasing our mohicans who were constantly running to the end point and hurrying us. they were saying that we're so slow and kept on shouting "GIs jiayou!" there're even a few times where dad hafta blow his whistle to slow them down. they offered their help to pull us along to the jetty when we've reach east coast park and all the GIs were half-dead. they took our motivational food and ran with them and did not feed us any food on the way. it's a torture! but fun indeed. i did enjoy it and i'm glad to see their team spirit! i believe all of them will become very good leader in their future. all i wanna say to them is "all the best campers!"

what i'm most touched with is the praising at the end of the camp and the care and concern i've received from all during the camp. the friendship we has bonded and the lesson we has learnt is what i achieved most from the camp. i'm very proud of all SIs, all campers and MYSELF! ((:

`ABCamp rawks!

tml (or strictly speaking, i should say later) is the start of abcamp.i am looking forward to it, yet i'm worried. basically, i'm just lacking in self-confidence. i'm afraid that i'll not be a good instructor, worried that this might happen, that might happen, perhaps i'm thinking too much into it. but, owells, i'll try to perform to my very best. i promise.

homework is stacking up; and abcamp has been used as an excuse for myself to not do my homework. actually i'm deceiving myself. really hope that i can buck up after this camp.

i'm feeling the pressure now. abcamp is later and after a week, there're intensively training for the up-coming NUS invitational shoot and make-up lectures and tutorials. after which, i only left with 2 weeks to study for my mid-years, which includes so many topics for each subject. yet during this 2 weeks, i still hafta go for more and moree intensively training for nationals, which is one week after my mid-years. time is really lacking for me; and stress is building up.

i know that i need to do well for mid-years yet, at the same time, i need to shoot well for nationals. i'm depending on my mid-year to get my scholarship since the results are taken into consideration during the application for it. also, with the aid of my two nationals juniors and coach's aim of championship for female rifle team this year, i have to really train hard and shoot well for nationals so that i do not pull down the overall score. i dunno how far i can be stretched, but i'll try my best not to break down and BE STRONG!

i saw my eyecandy on last fri during my training. so happy! lols. still feeling damn excited even until now.((:
owells, there's something wrong with my blogger. dunno happen but it keep on appearing invalid password. so sad.

monday when i went for training guess who i saw? i saw mi lu bing tt sam leh! so happy. actually wanna get his signature budden realised i don't have any paper and pen (left everything at home) so hafta give up on this thought. but i'm still feeling very happy! i looked at hiom and he looked at me. hohoho~ he must be thinking who's this weird girl to keep on staring at me.

yest saw phyllis on bus and i think i'll be seeing her today again. vball boys are playing against NYJC. hopefully i'll be able to find her there at toa payoh stadium.

actually there's econs common test later but thanks to vball finals, the econs test is postponed! yay! lucky. i got plenty of work to do recently, especially all proposal stuff cuz another week or so, we hafta carry out all these ideas in ABCamp.

recently our shooting team just got ourselves adidas team bags. cool isn't it? and we've also ordered team jersey. yeah man! can carry the team bag on wed. haha. budden the jersey needs to take about a month to be ready. anw, mon got physics SPA skill A. sian. tml need t o mug for it alr. these few days really quite busy with all my proposal thing for the ABCamp. sigh.. the work load don't spread evenly. sometime no hw, no proposal then very free; sometime suddenly all the work load comes then cannot cope. zzz.. owells, i'll still try my very best.

mothers' day is just around the corner. rmb to get your mom something and tell her that you love her!((: