today is the last official school day!



yet i'm feeling so down. cried twice today. i believe that i'll cry the third time today when i update my blog.



it's really fast! 2 years just passed. i remembered last year when i entered this class, first time when i get to glance at all my classmates during pw lecture at AUD, my first thought is "there's no shuai guys in our class! sian.."



through the 2 years, or to be exact, one year++, many things have happened. even though it's rather similar every day, but every little thing in every day school's life contributes and makes up my jc memory-- fond memories.



actually i've expected myself to be really sad on this day when we're going to part. i've predicted it (don't believe? look at my previous entry when it's the last day of nationals and all my team mates are going different ways, in some ways or another, and busy with their studies), but i didnt expect myself to be even more devastated. sigh.. too much of these "little things" that made me unable to let go, made me unwilling to say "goodbye", made me cry.. like wad lincoln said outside pizza hut in the afternoon, i've started missing you guys even when we were still together after meal.

i miss..

1) jocelyn. lincoln's joho-girl and MX'S BELOVED. haha. don't understand why jo's face will turn so red, though there's nth between mx and her, or issit that there're things that i don't know.. heehee..

2)yvonne's red face when she see you-know-who and always telling me that she doesn't care about him yet contradict herself immediately after saying that. silly girl, go for what you like! and i wanna go to your house again to eat all the food on your shelves and fridge.

3)yuanwen's quietness. quiet but hardworking. anything you didnt manage to copy in class or during lectures, just find yw. she's the source to my school work. tsk..

4) agnes' smile (perhaps because she has straight teeth). looks small and kind but don't be deceived by her appearance, she's very evil especially when she smack you. WAH! painful! p.s. never be on her right. she's the pure evil one.

5) allena and weiming. i think i don't have to elaborate much on this. heehee.. (allena, don't blush)

6) looking up at yonghui. i still remember the incident at the container block when yonghui's so kind in volunteering his help to collect ben's papers by rising his hand. hoho~~ and thanks for lending me your shoulder at palau ubin during OBS. (oops! better not let kaiting see this. if not she'll be coming after me with a knife)

7) my dad, of course, that goes without saying. daddy's always there for me whenever i'm feeling down and tolerate my whining, yet i always made him sad. sorry dad. i know i'm willful and often made you upset, but it's not totally my fault. it's partly because you pampered me too much! whining

8) kent's f*** up! franking speakly, i scare to collect money from him because whenever i just mention "collect money" to him, his immediate reply will be "f***". lol. come to think about it, it's really funny. so sad. no one will scold me vulgarities in the future again.)):

9) ming xuan. aiyo.. ma ming, must be faithful towards jocelyn. cannot go find other girls when she's not around. naughty ah you. haha. and thanks for letting me win in the touch rugby game on thurs.

10) yihan's singing.... not. lols. haha. maybe you'll be the future singapore idol (who knows) but you must really work hard. i mean seriously, not sarcastically. there's hope for everything. jiayou! but i think those people living around cck, especially gary, will suffer more before you become a singer. hippo!

11) MY SON! mixture of fats and shit! haha. i'll definitely miss you lah, my beloved son. i still want joke session everyday. my jc life is brightened up especially by your lame jokes and nonsensical stuff. and you better be faithful towads my daughter-in-law before i chop you into pieces.

12) glenn. aiyo~ don't keep disturbing glenn and me lah! i'll shy! lols. but nevertheless, i still have to thank glenn for being there to listen to my troubles, really. it's surprising some times that you know that i'm upset and came to comfort me. so touched! lols. but cannot be too cocky, have to study hard to get good results or maybe you can stapler $50 to your scripts. hoho~ must sponsor me as well!

13) samuel. you must study SMART not study hard, alrighty? you're a great friend! but don't stress yourself too much. sometimes you have to relax a little before your brain can absorb more. all the best for your A level!

14) charles. continue to strive in hockey and chiong for studies. your last minute work really very effective, should award you with the greatest improvement medal.

15) ben. even though we didn't chat much but it's good to have you as a classmate. you'll always lend me your handphone to play whenever i got nothing-better-to-do and treat us FOOD! lols.

16) piyuish's way of claiming money from me so that he doesn't have to pay so much for the class funds. haha. don't know how he manage to get so many receipts to claim. anyway, go for your scholarship, yea? don't give up!

17) raktim's explanation. really have to thank you for explaining to me every concept that i do not understand and you know what? your explanation is really clear and comprehensible.

18) rong qing's sarcastic remarks. lols. it's irritating but i find it funny. haha. you can be lincoln no.2. haha. and you're our class sleeping king! congrats congrats. come to think about it, hardly see you sleep again recently. i guess it's the power of love.

19) LAO DA!! we shall stop competiting who's taller again alright? i'll sacrify a little and conclude that we're equally tall, i.e. tie. yay! haha. lao da, must study hard for your A level! jiayou.

20) yen liang chi's irritaing and disturbing actions. don't deny that you didn't. recall.. who's the idiot who snatch the sleeping space with me at glenn's house during pw? lols. irritating but enjoyable. we must win lincoln and allena in bridge again if we have a chalet again this year, just like last year.

21) yojit as well! during gp, he's always the one having answers to those chim chim questions. if i have half the knowledge of what yojit has, i'll pass my gp for sure.



really miss all of you! we'll have some gathering again but before that let's study hard together for A level! we're forever ten-o-six-- "play together, mug together, the classmates for LIFE!"((: