yesterday night heard on the news that soul's ishi committed sucide. very upset to receive such a news.he should have understand that he has a lot of fans who are consistently supporting him still. he's a great dancer! my idol! my mum knew that i like him a lot so when she knew this, she msg me immediately. i'm feeling really down. superband finals- soul's ishi. he's very cutee!

soul...

they're my favourite and my forever superband.

i'm going training in the afternoon later- dry fire. then going dinner with jocelyn and yvonne they all, followed by bowling competition organised my SHG. i don't even know how to bowl yet i'm the captain of the team. hoho~ interesting. i think i'm just going to use both of my hands to roll the ball.

i'm hereby to declare mid-year common test officially over! hurray! CT over-cum-my sister's birthday made today a really appropriate day to celebrate.

we had a blue-berry cake for my sis and i got her a choker- a red crystal starfish with a fake diamond on it. i think it's beautiful so i hope that she'll love it as well.

i had just returned from training at safra.i'm going to train intensively from today onwards since mid-year is over and my nationals is just NEXT WEEK! omg! it's really SOON. but well, i'm going to put in my best effort. what i'm worried most is after nationals, where there are lesser training which will eventually end someday, i.e. lesser time available for me to go for my passion, and lesser gathering with my clique in shooting team. i knew that i'll miss all the friday dinner session with steven, cheryl, yb, candy and sometimes with my MJ friends and si ing. i've expected this kinda 'parting' long time ago, but i'm still not prepared to face it, to experience it. anw, shooting has already became a part of me and i'm going to continue with this interest when i enter into university.

there's something strange that happened yesterday. halfway back home, along ave 2, the bus 852 suddenly turned into upper thomson road though it's supposed to go straight.i got the shock of my life! i can hear all those conversation and discussion among the passengers then.haha, damn scary but cool! at first i'm also blaming the uncle for wasting time (same as niger), but after that i realised that it's because there's an accident along that road. tt's y.

tml i'm going out with munling to bugis in the morning after her paper, followed by, training at safra. actually i'm supposed to go for my class gathering at glenn's house before training, but i miss munling and love her too much, so i decided to go out with her instead- to bugis to shop.

i'm really tired, physically and mentally, after 3 weeks of mugging to be prepared for my mid-year. the greatest disappointment is my math paper. i took a week to practise and it's supposed to be my best subject yet i left around half of my paper blank! demoralised.

owells, in order to be energetic tml, i shall go sleep now. goodbye..




your smile made my day.

happy fathers' day!

just came back from dinner. went to my house nearby that bottle plant restaurant there to eat cum celebration for fathers' day.

there's this waiter, who took orders for us, looks like wu zhun. i knew that allena will sure go crazy if i tell her that, so i told her and her reaction was just like what i expected it would be. lols. but he really not bad-looking.

didnt really study today, or should i say i haven study today yet. haha. i shall do some studying later. but since i'm watching tv now, i shall study when my show ended. tsk..

today went for air rifle selection. damn tired. overslept this morning and quickly rushed down to safra when i woke up. my shots suck! shot so many "8"s. i knew that i shot so badly that i didnt even bother asking my coach my score. sad.. if i'm going to continue to 'drop' like that, i'll not be able to make it for nationals. owells.

i'm in a dilemma this afternoon between choosing to stay at home to study or come over to my aunt's house together with my family. haha, i ended up at my aunt's house. lol! slacking. rah! i hate myself. owells.

fathers' day is just around the corner. i realised that not many people remember that, but almost everyone can remember the date for mothers' day. is dad really that insignificant as compared to mum? i know that, at least to me, both dad and mum are equally important and i love both of them. i know that both of them love me as well.^^

i hate it when my life is only revolving around with studying and trainings! zzz.. i want more freedom! i wanna play play play play play. wanna go arcade, watch movie and many moree. i just dreamt of going to arcade last night. dots.

i wanna get CHAMPIONSHIP for arw. 6th june is my nationals competition date. everyone must pray hard for me yea? i wanna get AJ first gold! we'll beat RJ... and upon saying all these, i feel like training again.

this coming thurs is my NUS invitation shoot! hoho~ tell you frankly that i'm not confident at all. cuz i only have 2 training after ABCamp, before NUS starts. 2 trainings ain't enough.

on friday, my grouping shots are good but not single shots. lack of confidence, hesitate and lose my focus are the main reasons for not shooting well in my single shots. owells, gotta work on that this tue. but the happy thing that happened on that day was that i know, through my junior, that actually there's this AB camper who thinks that i'm cute! wahahhahaha~~ **cant sleep** rofl. i thought that all campers will think that i'm fierce because of what my mohicans said, but luckily it's not totally true. heehee.

zzz.. tml hafta go school again.