yesterday morning when i woke up, the first msg i saw was yz's msg, telling me that his grandpa passed away already. so i went to his grandpa's funeral at night with kenneth, sandra and zara. his eyes were swollen. i knew that he cried before and he's really sad. hai. i felt rather helpless then. i hope i can do something so i tried to cheer him up. really wish that he can be stronger. well, i believe he will. hope he knows when he should sleep, when he should eat, don't fall sick at this moment.

in the afternoon, i quarrelled with kenneth. he scolded vulgarity at me somemore. hai. quite bad ah. after that, because of some small matters, my parents scolded me and they ended up quarrelling. dunno y everything turns out to be so bad suddenly so i cried. i knew i shouldn't disturb yz at that moment budden there're noone else that was in better position than him for me to talk to already so i called him and talked to him. we only chatted for a while cuz he still got alot of things to do and i shouldn't hold him back. i continued crying until i dozed off. by the time i woke up, it's already evening and it's too late to meet up mun to do hw. lucky she understands my situation. lols.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

i just woke up. yest night yz's grandpa not feeling well again so he hafta go home and ask me to replace him for the movie ticket he had booked. i noe he's really upset. i could hear it from his tone when i called him. i understand how he's feeling cuz i experienced the same thing 5 years ago. i'm so worried for him that i cried before i went out of my house. hai. i dislike the feeling of parting. i hate it! y sometimes God must take away our beloved? y must him let people meet when in the end he need to made them part? anw, i'm just wondering, one day when i die, who will cry for me? do i worth the tears of anyone?

after movie we went to kbox to sing. i think there's nth much for me to blog bout it though it lasted for 6 hours. i just felt quite bad now. arghhhh.. maybe i'm very pissed at the moment so i just said how i felt. i knew that sandra and zara aint happy as well but what can we do? now i've cooled down and came to think bout it. just now what i'd said may be mean. i guessed shawn and weijie overheard what sandra and i were talking bout tt's y he's like buay song me. actually supposed to be a joyous season, i noe it would be if yz was there, but it seemed to end up like last year. SIGH~

i felt sad not because of the situation that occurred in kbox but you're not there when i'm down, when i need you most. i noe i'll feel much much better if you could listen to me pouring out all my unhappiness. but what can i do? you're simply too far away when i need you. and what can you do if i've told you everything? i think it's nth. brothers are still more impt. anw, i really really appreciate what vincent and qifu had done. perhaps they're those friends who really care for me. with them around, i felt so protected and safe.

owells. merry christmas.

today my ONLY achievement is to go to safra for air rifle training. guess what? i didnt do any hw! better dun tell mun this. she sure scold me!

anw, today only i and yb went for training. after training when we gonna keep the air rifle suit and shoes all that into the locker, i opened the wrong locker! lols. so funny la! somemore there's this group of mjc people coming in. den they're laughing at me as well. so ma lu! hahaha. i cant stop laughing then.

forget to blog bout this yest. joseph, my primary school friend, saw mun and i at mac. then he couldn't recognise me. the reason why he couldn't recognise me is bacause i'm much slimmer now! hahhahaa. so happy! he said I'M SLIMMER! SLIMMER! wahahhaa.. whoohoo~ but the toolpig mun kept on saying that he didnt see me for 5 years already, tt's why. rah! wet blanket. but nvm. i'm still very happy! lols.

tml night i'm working again. the day after tml i'm working from 7 am till night time. and on christmas eve, which is sun night, i'm going out. so i think i can hardly blog. dearest fans, i'll blog after tt alright? bear with it. hahas. too excited! tt's y.

today went out to do some hw with mun. i think i'm really hopeless. super slack. but wellwell. so long i think of rq, glenn, kr, etc. i felt so much more relieve because they're even more hopeless than me. lol.

toolpig mun. made me endure and endure when i wanted to go toilet urgently today. the funny thing is that she also wanna go toilet la! budden because she's so excited over buying facial wash stuff and wanted me to help her to choose those good ones, then she took the risk of having 2 bladders bursting. lol. in the end, we ran to the toilet! toolpig girl!

wah sian. now i'm having a flu. all thanks to the rain today AGAIN! hope by tml i'll be fine. gtg sleep. nitey. i MUST sleep real early for the next few days so that by sun all my pimples will be GONE! christmas eve lehh. i don't wanna have pimples! )):

Last Christmas((:

i love this song. so i'm going to dedicate it to all my friends, wishing all of you a very happy and joyous MERRY CHRISTMAS! hohoho~((:

Last Christmas

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away.
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.

Once bitten and twice shy,
I keep my distance,
But you still catch my eye.
Tell me baby,
Do you recognize me?
Well, it's been a year
It doesn't surprise me

(Happy Christmas)

I wrapped it up and sent it.
With a note saying "I love you" --
I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been.
But if you kissed me now,
I know you'd fool me again.

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My god I thought you were
Someone to rely on
Me?
I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away.
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away.
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover buy you tore him apart
Maybe next year I'll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special.

owells. i think i better do some blogging. cannot be like my few friends who have a blog but rarely see any new entry. heehee.

on sat, i went to escape with mun, yee, hk, thao, pilly, jac, yy and wl to celebrate yee's and wl's birthday as well as hk's belated birthday. wah! so many small girls and boy among my ex-class. haha. it has been very very long since i last saw yee. got so much things to tell her bout. in the morning, i met yee earlier to go to sengkang to get Goong vcd from huilin. haha. i haven't finish watching yet. lols.we had been chatting all the way.

after that we went to escape as planned. jac joined us at a later time cuz she cannot make it in time. but i really miss her then cuz she only comes back to singapore during her hols in australia. we got to try almost all the rides! it's so fun! it's always fun to hang out with them. mun, yee and i went to play bumper boat and we're so wet! lols. especially yee. i and mun gang up to push her boat to one corner and we keep on shooting water onto her! wahhaha! birthday pressie, yea? OMG! i love to play go kart most! i love to speed. heehee. think next time i cannot drive. if not sure everytime got summon. lols.

in the evening, jac joined us in escape. she don't dare to take any rides la! i pulled her to join the queue for rainbow and grabbed her arm throughout so as to ensure that she won't have the chance of running away. lols. she tried to whine, wanting me to let her off. but how can jac make it for whining? tsk. well. she ended up beside me for the ride and was screaming non-stop lo. so funny la! in the afternoon, when we were on this ride, i'm busy finding the location of the airport control station with wl. he told me we can see the control station when we reached the top, so we're bz looking out for it. it's so funny!

at night, we went to new york new york to eat. recently don't know what's happening to me. my stomach always feel so empty. keep on eating and eating and i still don't feel anything inside. like tt very easily grows fatter leh. but i dun think i care. heehee.

sun was my son's birthday!
happy birthday son! you're FINALLY seventeen. must stay happy and lamee, yea? lols. love ya and take caree. your pressie is still with me. collect from me soon alright? if not i'll just keep it for myself and use it.((:

christmas coming!((:

"there's always 2 sides to life. it depends on which side do you want to see it" quoted this from what allena posted in the class blog. this is true. so i must always see life in a positive manner and be a happy little girl!

yest and today have been staying at my aunt's house. cut my hair today. it's so short and spiky la! yz sure laugh at me this friday de. i can predict. wellwell. what's done cannot be undone so just let it grows lo.

yest went out with kenneth to causeway cuz he wanna buy present for christmas den i just accompanied him since i'm free. after that we went to catch a movie-cinderella. watched halfway den realised it's a horror movie. lols. but the show is scary and quite nicee. if recently you wanna catch a movie and pondering over what show to watch, you can consider cinderella .

i'm still at my aunt's house now. thinking of whether to go home later or tml morning. sian ah. tml i got air rifle training again.

back from Hong Kong

helloos everyone. I'M BACK FROM HONG KONG! hahas.

reached singapore at 1225 and after all the delays and waiting, i finally reached home at this time and quickly do some blogging. tml when i free then i shall blog more. anw, i'm very tired now. going to sleep le la! oh ya! still need to bath. okayyokayy. going to bath now den sleep. better bath if not the toolpig yz going to say that i'm dirty again. everytime lie later his nose grows longer ah. lols. budden i bath this morning in hong kong already lehh. can i don't bath now? hee..((:

i'm leaving singapore for hong kong pretty soon. but i'm not excited at all leh. how come ah? i'm going oversea leh!!!!!!!! y i don't haf that mood? hmm.. gary daddy said that time before i went for obs, i also don't feel excited at all, but in the end also enjoyed the days so much, so now should be the same. hope it's like tt bah. hope when i'm on the plane, i'll feel the excitment already.

yesterday, went to work at mandarin again. then the function was SAJC grad night. partnered with yz. he's super duper funny de la. the whole night i'd been laughing non-stop. haha. i kept on don't allow him to pick up cuz his fingers are injured what. then i also don't wish that his fingers will bleed again, hope that they will recover soon, so just asked him to be a good boy and serve drinks. then there's once when this guy, from the table i supposed to serve, took photo with me. when i told yz bout it, he's like saying, "where's the knife? i wanna stab him!" lols. but no knives already since we'd already served the fishes, then he said, "nvm, still got hot tea. hot tea will do." rofl. got chance wanna partner with him again leh. funny guy. hee.

at night talked to kenneth on phone. talked until super late den my dad scolded me. sad. my dad dote on me alot so whenever he's angry with me, my heart will sink, i'll feel very sad. hope everything will be okayy between my dad and i soon. i love him so much.

wellwell. i going to sleep now already. if not later cannot wake up in time to go airport. take caree everyone and to my fans (lols. brb. heehee.), i'll be back on sunday night so most prob monday will blog again. yea? tc tc. i will miss all of you! ((:

just transferred some photos from my camera into the com. the first 4 photos were taken during our class SL at sentosa and at vivo. the last 4 photos were taken during our class chalet at costa sand and escape. the two girls on bed with me are my dears. hmm.. on bed, sounds a little wrong. tsk.. as you can see our main activity at chalet is BRIDGE. lols. even mr lim was also playing bridge with us. hahas. see the last photo? tt's my son, lincoln. haha. he looks so ugly in photo lo.

owells. let me blog bout what happened in this entire week. basically i'm just working, working, working, working and working. haha. sounds a little no life right? budden if i don't go work, i will just stay at home and rot. i know i won't do my hw anyway. ain't it more unproductive?

actually working is more FUN with pohlin, shawn, kenneth, yuan zheng, vincent, david and andy. they are a bunch of super duper funny people. david everytime bully me. den i will take revenge on shawn. rmb on thursday night when we took the same train home together, i laughed throughout the whole ride la! damn entertained by them. lols. on friday, i worked at the same place as most of them as well. and again, i'm super entertained, especially by yz. he's acting skill ah. damn zai. haha.

i love these jokes:
-so be it!
-the passing of my POSB card to each other using invisible force.
-pouring coffee and tea into the wrong kettles.
-huh? cannot exchange? i go talk to henry.

sat i went to NUH to visit my uncle. his stomach got some problem and his blood pressure is also quite low. actually he and his wife are supposed to go hk with us de. den now the doctor discourage him from flying so their flight were cancelled. hai. sad.

today i stayed at home the whole day to pack my luggage. sian leh. i dislike to pack stuff. very lazy ah.

anw, tml night i'm working again.