Your Birthdate: September 3

You are more than a big ball of energy - you are a big ball of hyper.You are always on the go, but you don't have a type a personality.Instead of channeling your energy into work, you instead go for fun and adventure.Witty and verbal, you can have an interesting conversation with anyone. Your strength: Your larger than life imagination Your weakness: You tend to be pretty scattered Your power color: Lime Your power symbol: Lightening bolt Your power month: March

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

i'm sick!

wth. i've been laughing at people who are sick recently, saying that they are weak. yet now i'm sick. lols. retribution ah. tsk.

i woke up in the middle of the night with my stomach aching and my head being very heavy and giddy. initially, i thought it's nothing much so i just applied some oilment on my tummy. who knows later i got diarrhoea and vomited. while i'm walking to get some plums, patches of black spots started to cover my vision. i'm damn scared la! the last time i experienced this was some time ago already and i still can remember the fear i felt within. now, the same thing happened again. i quickly walked to my parents' room before i cannot see anything and woke my dad up. i felt so weak. in the end, not only my dad woke up, my mum and sis woke up as well. mummy got me some pills for diarrhoea and syrup (omg! i hate syrup! they just taste like shit! somemore you will definitely taste it before you swallow it! eee.. yucks! i rather eat shit also dun wanna drink such yucky thing!) anw, i'm feeling better now. in the morning my diarrhoea was so terrible that i went to the toilet for dunno how many times. even when i fart, the shit will come out. (this sounds unglam! so i shall not talk more bout it. lalala. heehee.)

oh yah! the best thing bout having diarrhoea is that I GOT THE WHOLE 1.5L OF H-TWO-O to drink! wahhaha! mummy said that's isotonic drink and since i lost so much water during the diarrhoea process, i should drink more of it. hee..

sian ah. actually supposed to attend a graduation ceremony de. my volunteery work but all thanks to this toolpig diarrhoea, i couldn't attend. somemore the toolpig jason (who's my mentee) laughed at me finally sick. the next time i see him, sure whack his butt! lols. forever so naughty.

in the afternoon, my whole family went out to travel agency there again to get our air tickets. wells, i dun wanna stay at home alone so i tagged along as well. did nth much outside la.

anw, i'm feeling much better now. thanks for those who care for me. love ya..((:

yesterday went to meritus mandarin to work again cuz wen cai called me and asked me to help to replace him so i just help lo. while working, i remembered so much so much stuff that once happened there before. really miss those days and those friends. i felt so back home! i'm so happy when some of the people there remembered me. especially the bar uncles, who always treat me as their god-daughter, and eddie, the manager. really really very touched. it's like i have not been working there for 9 months already, yet they can still remember me. hoho.

quite tired and my feet hurted at the end of the day.

owells. today i'm off from going out. have been going out rather often recently and i'll be going out the whole of next week to work. so today i've been watching vcd. watched two shows and that's my biggest achievement.

sian. i dun really have the motivation to do hw so i think i will only start doing after i return from hong kong. must always think that there's always a tomorrow. die ah. everytime i hafta do hw i will have this thinking. in the end, nth will be done. i felt like a pro! i can predict the further! haha.

just came back from chalet. we had quite alot of fun, i supposed.

day1:

went to yew tee with my son, my dad, and kenneth to help wm to carry all the chalet stuff. really alot of things. but since everyone carried something and shared the load, we were able to transport all the stuff to chalet. reached there in the evening and we started to bbq. i felt so proud of myself cuz i'm like one of the chef there. n i'm even happier when my friends said that the food tastes nicee. tsk.. budden i bbq damn longg till my eyes hurt and i'm forbided from bbq-ing further. zzz.

day2:

i'm jealous and sad!

in the morning, we didnt sleep. some people were upstairs talking crap and some were downstairs bridging and playing ps. as for me, i kinda had nth to do. so decided to walked outside. wm insisted on following me so i just let him follow lo. i think he knew that i'm not in the good mood and wanted to be alone so he only followed me behind. went back to chalet again and i'm so bored. i felt so left out. thanks to glenn. i guessed he knew that i need to leave the chalet a while and get some fresh air so he offered to accompany me to walk around that area. i really feel better after telling him all the unhappiness i felt within. sometimes i just need a listening ear.

went to play daytona in arcade. damn fun man. we made full use of the limited 6 driving machines. we played twice and i think that the second time when we played, it's more thrilling. cuz our aim was to bang the others. wahhahha. i enjoyed playing daytona and scolding vulgarity at the same time. but actually my vulgarity not that vulgar la! i insisted that i'm a good girl. lols.
went to escape after that. really had great fun with glenn, yhui, yhan, kr. omg! i'm so excited when i entered la! cuz can get some thrilling rides. i think that the rides in singapore are not very thrilling. i'm not very scared, perhaps it's because my dad has started training me from young to be able to take thrill rides. haha.

at night, the others all went for night cycling except for me, allena, charles, rq, ben and benson. allena's leg is injured so i just accompanied her to stay in chalet lo. we dozed off for 2 hours plus.

day3:

when she and i woke up, it's already 1 plus. remembered it's her birthday so immediately gave her my wishing. haha.

allena>> dear girl, the first thing you did on your birthday is spent on the bed with me! heehee!

no time to waste, both of us went downstairs and we started with our bridge session again. haha. so much fun! i love bridge! i can get damn high when i'm bridging. i got very excited easily especially when the others trusted me.


bout 4 plus or 5, when i went upstairs, the beds were occupied by the guys so were the blankets. i'm afraid that yvonne they all would be cold so i lent them my jacket. since everyone was asleep, i went to sit at one corner of the room and dozed off. in the end, i'm freezing till i buay ta han already, i went downstairs to continue sleeping. hai. if i knew that allena, my dad and son ain't sleeping, i suree won't sleep in the first place.

had breakfast at mac. drank hot tea to warm myself. we had cakes for allena and kr to celebrate their birthday. returned to chalet to pack our bags and off we left sand costa.

went to allena's house after tt. we watched a show, celebrated allena's birthday again and followed by online games. last but not least, the most important thing is that i had dinner there. i ate alot la! had chocolate cake, dinner and fruits! yummy yummy! anw, allena's brother damn act cute one la. haha. he's very funny ah. like another lincoln. lols.

tml my brother is going to receive his PSLE results. hope he can do well and at into a good school though it's rather difficult due to his laziness. i shall pray hard for him!

today went out to northpoint to teach agnes maths. hmm.. but the thing is that i don't seem to be of any help lehh. i kinda forget alot of things already. think my brain is rusty. zzz. felt quite bad when i couldn't solve some of the sums. rah!

after that, agnes, mun and me went to the night market nearby to walk walk and eat. i love night market!

keep on laughing at mun's jokes today. damn funny la! dunno since when she became so crappy. lols.

tml going to class chalet. will only return home on wednesday. wah! my schedule is like so packed! but bo pian. people who are popular kinda faced this problem de. eee. bhb.

that's all! take caree to all my friends out there. ((:

here are some photos taken when my little cousin came over to my house and on the day of my parents' wedding anniversary when we went out together for lunch at vienna.

yesterday had great fun! went to fort caning park for some family day event. tell you what. there were lots of good food there! so yummy! the first thing i did when i reached there was to eat. haha. cannot resist the temptation. lols. after eating, i went to play games and win prizes. won so many things la!

later my cousin, siblings and i went over to our mat to rest and watch movie. the best thing is that we could eat and watch movie at the same time. wah! shiok man! lols. i also went to play this jumpy thingy.

owells. i'm super tired when i reached home but still have to bath. zzz. snatched with my sis for the toilet so that i could be the first to bath. lol. cannot blame me for doing that. i must be the first to bath if not later i will not have the incentive to bath already. sleep soon after that.

what a happy day!((:

Life is like a sine graph,
no matter how far you fall,
it will reach a time that you hit the minimum point.
That's when the gradient will become positive,
and you'll see the silver linning.

quoted this from agnes' blog.
i guessed it's really true. in life, there are always ups and downs. so.. we shall be strong when we're down and there's always a turning point when everything will just turn out to be fine.

just came back from OBS and just bath. so shiok! the wind is blowing right now from outside the window and i suddenly start to miss those times again!

i cried today when going to leave ubin. i knew i will miss them, especially those people in hillary as well as those in junko. we had so much so much fun together and yet 5 days seemed to be so short and we had to part so soon. i'm not mentally prepared for it, i supposed. i know it's still possible to meet up someday, but the opportunity is so few! they are from PJ and MJ leh, living at the other end of singapore. it's really difficult to get together again. sob.

first day when i reached ubin for obs, i'm quite sian with my group members. perhaps it was because we were strangers so it's wasn't really possible to develop good feelings at first. we did trust fall and basic belaying. i think these activity really required lots of trust and support from each other. when i'm belaying redzuan, my feets ain't touching the ground at all when he's falling! it's jin kai who support me at the back. if not i would have flew up.

second day, i'm quite pissed when the guys did not wanna help to carry all the stuff, as everyone's bag for land ex is super heavy, so i volunteered to carry everything instead. thanks to redz and steven who helped me in the end. we did rock climbing as well as learning basic kayaking skills. i hafta say that these activities made me dare to challenge and work beyond my limits, especially rock climbing. we also kayak to this dunno whatever granite island to camp overnight with junko. wah! natural massaging! lols.

third day, we set off from the island, kayak round ubin and across it through the swamp to another campsite. this journey was really cool. i loved it. but the tough part was to carry the kayak across land. the first time i fell! then there are scratches here and there. but so many people cared for me. i'm super duper touched. so tt's not important anymore. the second time the toolpig mud made me so lao gui. but whatever it is la. dun care anymore. later when we kayak, it rains! omg! tt's even more cool. not only it washed our mud away, but also made the expedition more thrilling. heehee! the most scary part is that there was a swordfish in my kayak! omg! when i knew it, i almost jumped out of the kayak la! steven was there saying "lindy, cool down cool down". think he damn scared we capsized cuz i keep on leaning to my left. lol. but i'm afraid that the fish would poke my butt wad. haha.

oh yah! you noe wad? we learnt how to pee in the wild leh. pee into the sea. haha. i felt so exposed! lol.

the forth day, we went for land expedition. the bag was damn heavy la! there were a few times when i almost fell backward. but it's determination which allowed us to complete the entire route. all thanks to it. i got lots of blisters on my feet now. zzz. but tt's not really very important. the most important thing is that i managed to lead the others correctly in a game while everyone was blind-folded. i can't believe i can do it based on my memory and some reminder from alex. somemore i bet that if i dun get the right tree, i let everyone slap me twice. lol. lucky correct. when i reached our campsite, i felt so at home. after cooking, i ran to toilet to shit. 4 days package leh. haha. funny ah.

the last day, which is today, we went for jetty jump. nice experience. then we did all the clearing up stuff. it was very tiring. the worst thing was THERE WAS NO WATER SUPPLY! so we ended up having powder bath. after everything had been done, there was this sharing session. wad toolpig session la! all thanks to it. it made me start crying and it went non-stop. actually i'm seriously very sad. can't bear to part with the others. i hope someone could understand exactly how i'm feeling. sob sob.


i love ubin life, i love you guys. all of you will be missed, must miss me as well, alright?((:


junko rawks!

but hillary rawks even more!

"good try"- internal joke.

just finish packing my bag for obs later. i'm going to obs for 5 days! will be back only on friday. so those fans of lindy, dun miss me too much alright? wahhahhaa.. joking joking. lols.

anw, i have got alot of things to blog about. should start on what happened on friday. our class went to sentosa to get every SL thing settled so as to make sure sat's SL will go on smoothly. that day actually we did not do much on SL also. end up playing instead. wet weather programme-bridge cum hearts. lols. hmm.. n i'm rather moved by what others had done for me. i guessed some people are brought up to be caring and nicee and even born with high EQ. i hope i can be like them but i'm not. but at least i can feel it and i'm really touched deep inside. owells, i felt so fortunate, so loved that day. if every day can remain at those moments, how sweet it would be.

sat is the actual SL thing already. but guessed what? a heavy rain ruin everything. luckily the kids still can play all the different games at different stations. just that these stations were shifted to the same place-the interchange. quite sad for those kids cuz they didnt even get to touch the sand. hope they were happy den i believe everyone's effort will not go to waste. haha. even though it's raining heavily, there was this guy who is quite shuai sitting beside me in the tram. based on what he did throughout the whole journey, i can conclude that he's rather gentlemanly. yea.

today went to travel agency to book airline tickets and my family and i had confirmed in going to hong kong already. hoho. so happy. looks like my hols is quite occupied. i dun wanna do hw! lols.

owells, that's all folk. ((:

today is the day of OP. really very nervous. Q&A is killer man. lols. but owells. everything is over.

come to think bout it, i'm rather upset. last time every mon last period n every friday first period, there will be someone disturbing me, someone caring for me, someone making me laugh, someone making me do work. rmb there's once because of my promos i'm very stressed, very upset. first lesson is pw and i didnt talk at all. i feared that tears will just flow out. i think kenneth knew that i'm sad bah. he didnt disturb me at all. glenn, raktim and gary cared so much, especially glenn. they kept asking me what happened? this made me even more touched that i cried.

i dun think there will ever be such chance for us to be so close again. to joke and play cards under dim, romatic lights. to disturb and whack and shoot each other again.

lalalala.. end end..

yesterday morning went to skool to practice on our oral presentation and further improve on it to try to make our OP to become EE.

in the afternoon, i went to united square to meet my family, my aunt and my cousins to eat buffet. it's my parents' wedding anniversary! we took some photos after meal. shall upload the photos some days later when i'm free.
my aunt forced me to drink this glass of red wine la! she said it can help in blood circulation and so i should drink it. so i ended up pinching my nose and finish the whole glass. omg! it tastes so bitter, so yucky la!

back home and i slept. woke up, practice my OP in front of my dad and den went to bed again.

owells. i shall blog on what happened on tue. that day really felt very stressed, very terrible so my behaviour was kinda a little more weird than usual. i'm feeling rather bad now cuz that day i did released my anger on some of my friends. i know that you guys care. i really do. but i don't feel well inside that's why i don't seem to care. hope you guys can understand and forgive me.

hahas. i know you all are kind enough to overlook my mean-ness and forgive me. right right? lols.

that day we went to glenn's house to do pw again. but this time, with more people. everyone's there to play bridge and even hearts. hahas. funny la. gambling den.

in the late afternoon, when the others left glenn's place, left i and kenneth there. soon, gary came. supposed to start doing pw already yet i and kenneth were sleeping. kenneth slept on the floor between glenn's and cody's bed while i slept between cody's and nicol's bed. then the toolpig kenneth wanna occupied more space so he pushed cody's bed towards me. i'm like wth la! so i pushed back and stuff. after we stopped this kiddy behavoiur, when i started to doze off, the toolpig glenn threw his pillow at me! rah! this is not the end. when i going to doze off again, he threw his boster. this continues for his blanket and soft toys. wth la! angry! lols. the funniest part is when cody shouted "glenn! your gf cuz the telephone line to come out! very du lan lehh!" i so shocked la! omg! all thanks to the toolpig kenneth.

guess wad? in the end we only spent 30 mins on doing our project and the rest of the time, we played! play alternatively hearts and bridge. can train to switch mode quickly. hahas. gary is poor at it. so must train him more. the funny part is that kenneth is born to lose in hearts. he's a loser la! keep on losing. dunno y he so sway also. to him, play hearts=shoot the sai. thanks to him la! the entire night is filled with laughters. the idiotic glenn made me so angry for so many times that i bite him 2 times on his arm. heehee. who ask him to keep on trying to push the queen spade to me. orhbee. we ended up going home at 930pm. wad an early time! lols.

yest's my mood not really very good because i'm like kinda stressed so my behaviour tends to be a little more weird than usual. really feel quite bad now since i did release my temper on some of my friends. i know you guys care. i really do. just that i don't feel well inside and even felt like crying, i felt terrible, tt's y. i hope you guys can understand and forgive me. i'm sorry.

heehee. i know you guys will since you all are so kind and will overlook this matter. or maybe because i'm too adorable to be upset with. tsk.((:

thinking of it still feeling quite bad to be so unfriendly yest. really sorry leh my dearest friends! please tell me that i'm forgiven?

anw. yest we went to glenn's house again but this time with more people. everyone is there to play bridge! lols. gambling den ah. hahas.

wah. yest super tired. reached home watched the 10 o'clock show last episode then sleep already. just handed in the SL proposal thingy and now then blog.

went to glenn's house to do pw yest afternoon. wah! i love his house la! it's like a maze! i wish that my house can be like his. then i can run around the house everyday. omg! it will be so fun! can play catching. wahhahaha! at first when we just reached his house i almost bang into a mirror cuz i thought i can walked in there. then the toolpig glenn, gary and kenneth laughed at me. somemore later i saw 2 friges. then i thought this time for sure is mirror already. i tried to feel for the mirror then realised there's nth. who knows someone's house will have 2 friges ah! damn cool leh his house.

while we were doing pw, there's this joke. i said i will try to take the photo of a speed cam that is somewhere around my house. then they said later while i'm taking the speed cam, the speed cam take me. lols. so funny la! den later glenn said that later tml when i read the newspaper, headline written "crazy girl tries to take speed cam. fined $5000". what the.. lols.

glenn's brothers look so cute la! especially cody. haha. but so sad. now they got bad impression of me already. all thanks to glenn. idiot! rah! anw. i'm quite touched that someone would ever know what i like to drink. i'm quite surprised, but more to touched. hmm.. within this one year i don't think i ever said before i like to drink green tea, did i?

for stars, they have their own time. just like as people's world has it's own time as well.

just like how most of the planets have their own revolving cycles, humans, too, have their time of death. in 2,500 years, starting from now when 2,500 years pass by, all the things we are struggling now, we will struggle it again later. and we will meet the same people we met before.

here are some of the photos taken during our class outing to watch deathnote as well as an outing to sentosa.((:

today took my A lvl chinese exam. left a 4 marks mcq question blank la! wth! heart ache. rah! somemore the last 18 marks do not have enough time to complete. but well. what's done cannot be undone. i guessed i have learnt to take things less seriously now.

after chinese paper, i, agnes, allena, yvonne, jocelyn , yuanwen, yhui, wm, glenn and yhan went to centre point to eat pizza (not pizza hut!). lols. the service is like shit! but even though almost everyone thinks that the food tastes bad as well, i think it's rather nicee. perhaps i'm just too hungry. tsk.

thanks to cheryl. if not i will not be able to go out with the rest for lunch since there's a cca leaders meeting and i hafta attend as well. luckily cheryl went on my behalf and so i can be free from it. when she told me that it's okayy, she will just go and i can don't go, i''m SO SO HAPPY! LOVE HER SO MUCH MAN! it is only when she's around that i can escape from all these kinda meetings. thanks girl.

after meal, agnes went off for hockey training; yvonne, jocelyn and yuanwen went for oversea CIP meeting; yhui and glenn went home. left i, allena, wm and yhan who went walking along orchard road. i love to walk aimlessly sometimes. just walking around and talking and laughing. it really feels good! yhan left shortly for a wedding dinner at night and the remaining 3 of us were still walking and crapping until 5 den we decided to leave for home.

i saw this pale yellow and white strips shirt at heeren. fall in love with it. but i guessed i shouldn't waste more money, even though it's only 8 bucks (8 bucks only lehh), in buying new clothes since my wardrobe is already flooded and my mum is nagging me over it. sadd.. i really like it! really.

i hate to be in the rain. but i chose to walk in the rain today. actually i'm rather upset.

i dislike it when:
1) people find plenty of excuses just to reject me.
you wanna reject me just simply say so. finding some kuku excuses for me is kinda wasting my time listening to you. simply say a "no" and i'll understand everything.
2) someone gives me hope and destroy it within a few seconds later. the feeling sucks!
3) people pity me. i don't like the feeling of being inferior (but i do appreciate you sparing a thought for me).

sigh`

A level chinese and OP is just around the corner and i'm not prepared for it at all!

owells. i think i'm addicted to bridge. i wanna play i wanna play! shall go skool earlier just to play tt. lols.