just came back from OBS and just bath. so shiok! the wind is blowing right now from outside the window and i suddenly start to miss those times again!

i cried today when going to leave ubin. i knew i will miss them, especially those people in hillary as well as those in junko. we had so much so much fun together and yet 5 days seemed to be so short and we had to part so soon. i'm not mentally prepared for it, i supposed. i know it's still possible to meet up someday, but the opportunity is so few! they are from PJ and MJ leh, living at the other end of singapore. it's really difficult to get together again. sob.

first day when i reached ubin for obs, i'm quite sian with my group members. perhaps it was because we were strangers so it's wasn't really possible to develop good feelings at first. we did trust fall and basic belaying. i think these activity really required lots of trust and support from each other. when i'm belaying redzuan, my feets ain't touching the ground at all when he's falling! it's jin kai who support me at the back. if not i would have flew up.

second day, i'm quite pissed when the guys did not wanna help to carry all the stuff, as everyone's bag for land ex is super heavy, so i volunteered to carry everything instead. thanks to redz and steven who helped me in the end. we did rock climbing as well as learning basic kayaking skills. i hafta say that these activities made me dare to challenge and work beyond my limits, especially rock climbing. we also kayak to this dunno whatever granite island to camp overnight with junko. wah! natural massaging! lols.

third day, we set off from the island, kayak round ubin and across it through the swamp to another campsite. this journey was really cool. i loved it. but the tough part was to carry the kayak across land. the first time i fell! then there are scratches here and there. but so many people cared for me. i'm super duper touched. so tt's not important anymore. the second time the toolpig mud made me so lao gui. but whatever it is la. dun care anymore. later when we kayak, it rains! omg! tt's even more cool. not only it washed our mud away, but also made the expedition more thrilling. heehee! the most scary part is that there was a swordfish in my kayak! omg! when i knew it, i almost jumped out of the kayak la! steven was there saying "lindy, cool down cool down". think he damn scared we capsized cuz i keep on leaning to my left. lol. but i'm afraid that the fish would poke my butt wad. haha.

oh yah! you noe wad? we learnt how to pee in the wild leh. pee into the sea. haha. i felt so exposed! lol.

the forth day, we went for land expedition. the bag was damn heavy la! there were a few times when i almost fell backward. but it's determination which allowed us to complete the entire route. all thanks to it. i got lots of blisters on my feet now. zzz. but tt's not really very important. the most important thing is that i managed to lead the others correctly in a game while everyone was blind-folded. i can't believe i can do it based on my memory and some reminder from alex. somemore i bet that if i dun get the right tree, i let everyone slap me twice. lol. lucky correct. when i reached our campsite, i felt so at home. after cooking, i ran to toilet to shit. 4 days package leh. haha. funny ah.

the last day, which is today, we went for jetty jump. nice experience. then we did all the clearing up stuff. it was very tiring. the worst thing was THERE WAS NO WATER SUPPLY! so we ended up having powder bath. after everything had been done, there was this sharing session. wad toolpig session la! all thanks to it. it made me start crying and it went non-stop. actually i'm seriously very sad. can't bear to part with the others. i hope someone could understand exactly how i'm feeling. sob sob.


i love ubin life, i love you guys. all of you will be missed, must miss me as well, alright?((:


junko rawks!

but hillary rawks even more!

"good try"- internal joke.