Tuesday, January 23, 2007

i found myself addicted to air rifle.








i finally understand the reason why jaryl and jerome can train for 6 days per week. they could be doing so as they wanna train hard in order to win, or perhaps they're addicted as well. addicted to seeing and hugging their beloved everyday. just like me!

my passion for you has gone deeper and deeper. i'm feeling so tired everyday yet because of you, because i love you, i don't mind being tired, so long i can be by you--
my beloved rifle.

Sunday, January 21, 2007

Is it really impossible to lead a perfect life?)):
yesterday night don't seem to be right for me. rather sad.

yesterday went to CDAC in the afternoon as usual. after that, i went to work at mandarin cuz alvin dun wanna work yest night so asked me to replace him. it's raining very heavily when i reached somerset and since thomas and teng siang were in cab on the way there, so i waited for them and took their cab in.

i'm quite tired initially. kept on yawning during the briefing. but when i started working, i seem to be alive again. there're some incidents which made me happy:

-there's this table of guests who were very friendly. kept on talking to me den the aunties and uncles asked me to be their god-daughter somemore. made me so shy!
-i went to the bar to get a glass of warm water den i wanna know whether is the water in the kettle hot not so i just touched it. omg! it's so painful! uncle joe is so caring lo. got ice and tissue for me. so touched!
-there're these 2 couples that were dancing during the wedding dinner. the thing is that they're in their 70's or 80's already, yet they're so so loving. so sweet..

however, deep down in my heart, i felt sad..

talking to my god-brother online right now. just know that HE GOT A GF already!! finally!! haha. so happy for him. he finally found his happiness after so so so so long and is not left on the shelf anymore. yay! dun hafta nag at him again. tsk.

Saturday, January 20, 2007

just returned home from training. today, after training, we went to LJS to have dinner together with MJ shooters. hahas. well, it's a rather enjoyable session. lol. they keep on cracking jokes around. haha. funny people.

reached home straight away start my periodicity e-tutorial. hafta hand in by 11:59:59 la! so hafta chiong! tsk. last min work again. heehee. but guess wad? i managed to finish on time. YAY!

tml got voluntary work again. after that i'm going to work. so my sat is spent like tt. on sunday, i hafta do my hw. i MUST attempt. must really try. cuz dunno y suddenly there's so much hw popping out from nowhere! irritating! owells, what to do. JC is my choice and since i have chose this path, i hafta continue walking until i reached the next junction.

life's beautiful.
((:

Tuesday, January 16, 2007




here are more photos. photos taken on the new year eve. nonono, should be on new year! the first photo is the first photo i took in 2007! haha. took it when it's about 12! lol. so it's considered as NEW YEAR. the other 2 photos were taken with sandra at the one. the whole group of us went there to k songs till morning that day. so happy!((:




here are some photos taken last wed during CCA carnival. the first photo is air rifle/pistol family first group photo, but taiming is not with us cuz he left earlier. the next 2 photos only consist of the girls. owells, tt's kinda obvious. nvm. the last photo is cheryl (captain) and me (vice-captain).
it has been quite long since i last updated and allena is like saying me about it. haha. see! i updated already!! lols.

well. quite bz recently with training and school stuff so don't really have the chance to even switch on my com. everyday reach home, do some hw (or maybe not doing any for some days) den i'll DOZE OFF! perhaps everything is starting that's y i will be so bz. maybe after some time when everything settles down and falls into place den i'll be more free for my own things.

yesterday went to yishun safra for SDT. well, i think i really must train hard. i seriously wanna get into nationals. currently i'm only able to shoot an average of 9.0 points. quite disappointed actually. i heard that in order to get into nationals, individual must shoot at least a 9.4. owells, i need to continue to work hard! JIAYOU JIAYOU!!

sunday i went to kinokuniya with sandra to spend my 40 bucks voucher. bought this virgo astrology book, several pens, 2 notebooks (one for my bro and one for my sis so that neither will say that i'm biased) and a black file. after that went to northpoint LJS to do some hw. went home in the evening.

sat i went for SHG stuff again. we're, as usual, planning and organising all the events through the entire year. this coming week i'll be going down again for the same thing- meeting. hopefully by the time when the kids return to CDAC this year, everything's well-organised, beneficial for them and, most importantly, they can enjoy the schedule and events we've planned for them.

haha. forget to blog bout what happened today. today, we played bridge AGAIN! lols. the toolpig rq kept on saying that we are addicted and it's very sinful yet he, himself, is one of the players. rofl. anw, i really love 10/06 alot! and i mean ALOT!

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

last friday before going for training at yishun safra, we're told that this year the coach is aiming for aj girls' team to receive champion. quite stressing actually. but well, no matter wad, we just hafta work hard. i'm so happy la! i finally "upgrade" my hubby from a manual-pressurised rifle to an auto-pressurised rifle. lols. and i chose the rifle with my birthday in the serial no. heehee.((:

wellwell. sat i went for my voluntary work as usual. we held a meeting briefing and discussing bout the events for the entire year. this coming sat, there will be a bonding session between all the volunteers. hopefully it will be a very fun one.

on sun, mun came over to my house and we ATTEMPT to do hw. lol. nth much accomplished cuz i kept on talking to her. ate durian and ordered kfc for dinner. i love durians and deep fried chickens!! tsk. budden i'm so full after eating so much stuff. in the end, there're leftover and in order not to waste food, my family were playing games, as usual, to get people to finish the remaining food. damn funny! my mum and i were cheating initially to get my brother to eat up all the nuggets. then there were still bananas, so we continued playing. this time, i cheated with my brother. den my mum and sis keep on losing and losing until my mum suspected that someone was cheating den she changed the game. but most importantly, my whole family was enjoying ourselves! it's like almost 12 and all our neighbours should be asleep by then, yet my family was still laughing so loudly like nobody's business like tt. happening at such a late hour!
but well, who cares, family bonding is impt wad. lols.((:

i only wish to be HAPPY like now, forever..
last friday before going for training at yishun safra, we're told that this year the coach is aiming for aj girls' team to receive champion. quite stressing actually. but well, no matter wad, we just hafta work hard. i'm so happy la! i finally "upgrade" my hubby from a manual-pressurised rifle to an auto-pressurised rifle. lols. and i chose the rifle with my birthday in the serial no. heehee.((:

wellwell. sat i went for my voluntary work as usual. we held a meeting briefing and discussing bout the events for the entire year. this coming sat, there will be a bonding session between all the volunteers. hopefully it will be a very fun one.

on sun, mun came over to my house and we ATTEMPT to do hw. lol. nth much accomplished cuz i kept on talking to her. ate durian and ordered kfc for dinner. i love durians and deep fried chickens!! tsk. budden i'm so full after eating so much stuff. in the end, there're leftover and in order not to waste food, my family were playing games, as usual, to get people to finish the remaining food. damn funny! my mum and i were cheating initially to get my brother to eat up all the nuggets. then there were still bananas, so we continued playing. this time, i cheated with my brother. den my mum and sis keep on losing and losing until my mum suspected that someone was cheating den she changed the game. but most importantly, my whole family was enjoying ourselves! it's like almost 12 and all our neighbours should be asleep by then, yet my family was still laughing so loudly like nobody's business like tt. happening at such a late hour!
but well, who cares, family bonding is impt wad. lols.((:

i only wish to be HAPPY like now, forever..

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!

well. i'm so sorry to only blog now but my programme was kinda full since new year eve so i did not have the time to blog. haha.

on eve, i went out with sandra, andy, vincent, pohlin, qifu, qianna and qing wei to the one to sing songs. we got so high la! that day was the second time i drink. actually mixer tastes rather good. hee. went the clock strike 12, i called several friends to wish them "happy new year". hohoho. hope everyone did enjoy celebrating. anw, my new year resolution is to get good results for my 'A' level and get into NUS. that's my dream university! i really really really hope that it will come true!

after singing, pohlin, andy, qifu, qianna and i went to shaw house's mac to eat then we went home after that. quickly got to sleep cuz in the afternoon i got class gathering at glenn's condo. had so much fun bridging AGAIN! well. i think i shall spend my hols playing right up till the last minute, no, should be the last second. tsk.

this hols is filled with happiness and sorrows. i hope that all sorrows will go away by tml, by skool reopens, when a new chapter of my life begins again. ((:

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

yesterday morning when i woke up, the first msg i saw was yz's msg, telling me that his grandpa passed away already. so i went to his grandpa's funeral at night with kenneth, sandra and zara. his eyes were swollen. i knew that he cried before and he's really sad. hai. i felt rather helpless then. i hope i can do something so i tried to cheer him up. really wish that he can be stronger. well, i believe he will. hope he knows when he should sleep, when he should eat, don't fall sick at this moment.

in the afternoon, i quarrelled with kenneth. he scolded vulgarity at me somemore. hai. quite bad ah. after that, because of some small matters, my parents scolded me and they ended up quarrelling. dunno y everything turns out to be so bad suddenly so i cried. i knew i shouldn't disturb yz at that moment budden there're noone else that was in better position than him for me to talk to already so i called him and talked to him. we only chatted for a while cuz he still got alot of things to do and i shouldn't hold him back. i continued crying until i dozed off. by the time i woke up, it's already evening and it's too late to meet up mun to do hw. lucky she understands my situation. lols.

Monday, December 25, 2006

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

i just woke up. yest night yz's grandpa not feeling well again so he hafta go home and ask me to replace him for the movie ticket he had booked. i noe he's really upset. i could hear it from his tone when i called him. i understand how he's feeling cuz i experienced the same thing 5 years ago. i'm so worried for him that i cried before i went out of my house. hai. i dislike the feeling of parting. i hate it! y sometimes God must take away our beloved? y must him let people meet when in the end he need to made them part? anw, i'm just wondering, one day when i die, who will cry for me? do i worth the tears of anyone?

after movie we went to kbox to sing. i think there's nth much for me to blog bout it though it lasted for 6 hours. i just felt quite bad now. arghhhh.. maybe i'm very pissed at the moment so i just said how i felt. i knew that sandra and zara aint happy as well but what can we do? now i've cooled down and came to think bout it. just now what i'd said may be mean. i guessed shawn and weijie overheard what sandra and i were talking bout tt's y he's like buay song me. actually supposed to be a joyous season, i noe it would be if yz was there, but it seemed to end up like last year. SIGH~

i felt sad not because of the situation that occurred in kbox but you're not there when i'm down, when i need you most. i noe i'll feel much much better if you could listen to me pouring out all my unhappiness. but what can i do? you're simply too far away when i need you. and what can you do if i've told you everything? i think it's nth. brothers are still more impt. anw, i really really appreciate what vincent and qifu had done. perhaps they're those friends who really care for me. with them around, i felt so protected and safe.

owells. merry christmas.

Thursday, December 21, 2006

today my ONLY achievement is to go to safra for air rifle training. guess what? i didnt do any hw! better dun tell mun this. she sure scold me!

anw, today only i and yb went for training. after training when we gonna keep the air rifle suit and shoes all that into the locker, i opened the wrong locker! lols. so funny la! somemore there's this group of mjc people coming in. den they're laughing at me as well. so ma lu! hahaha. i cant stop laughing then.

forget to blog bout this yest. joseph, my primary school friend, saw mun and i at mac. then he couldn't recognise me. the reason why he couldn't recognise me is bacause i'm much slimmer now! hahhahaa. so happy! he said I'M SLIMMER! SLIMMER! wahahhaa.. whoohoo~ but the toolpig mun kept on saying that he didnt see me for 5 years already, tt's why. rah! wet blanket. but nvm. i'm still very happy! lols.

tml night i'm working again. the day after tml i'm working from 7 am till night time. and on christmas eve, which is sun night, i'm going out. so i think i can hardly blog. dearest fans, i'll blog after tt alright? bear with it. hahas. too excited! tt's y.

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

today went out to do some hw with mun. i think i'm really hopeless. super slack. but wellwell. so long i think of rq, glenn, kr, etc. i felt so much more relieve because they're even more hopeless than me. lol.

toolpig mun. made me endure and endure when i wanted to go toilet urgently today. the funny thing is that she also wanna go toilet la! budden because she's so excited over buying facial wash stuff and wanted me to help her to choose those good ones, then she took the risk of having 2 bladders bursting. lol. in the end, we ran to the toilet! toolpig girl!

wah sian. now i'm having a flu. all thanks to the rain today AGAIN! hope by tml i'll be fine. gtg sleep. nitey. i MUST sleep real early for the next few days so that by sun all my pimples will be GONE! christmas eve lehh. i don't wanna have pimples! )):

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Last Christmas((:

i love this song. so i'm going to dedicate it to all my friends, wishing all of you a very happy and joyous MERRY CHRISTMAS! hohoho~((:

Last Christmas

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away.
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.

Once bitten and twice shy,
I keep my distance,
But you still catch my eye.
Tell me baby,
Do you recognize me?
Well, it's been a year
It doesn't surprise me

(Happy Christmas)

I wrapped it up and sent it.
With a note saying "I love you" --
I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been.
But if you kissed me now,
I know you'd fool me again.

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My god I thought you were
Someone to rely on
Me?
I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away.
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away.
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover buy you tore him apart
Maybe next year I'll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special.
owells. i think i better do some blogging. cannot be like my few friends who have a blog but rarely see any new entry. heehee.

on sat, i went to escape with mun, yee, hk, thao, pilly, jac, yy and wl to celebrate yee's and wl's birthday as well as hk's belated birthday. wah! so many small girls and boy among my ex-class. haha. it has been very very long since i last saw yee. got so much things to tell her bout. in the morning, i met yee earlier to go to sengkang to get Goong vcd from huilin. haha. i haven't finish watching yet. lols.we had been chatting all the way.

after that we went to escape as planned. jac joined us at a later time cuz she cannot make it in time. but i really miss her then cuz she only comes back to singapore during her hols in australia. we got to try almost all the rides! it's so fun! it's always fun to hang out with them. mun, yee and i went to play bumper boat and we're so wet! lols. especially yee. i and mun gang up to push her boat to one corner and we keep on shooting water onto her! wahhaha! birthday pressie, yea? OMG! i love to play go kart most! i love to speed. heehee. think next time i cannot drive. if not sure everytime got summon. lols.

in the evening, jac joined us in escape. she don't dare to take any rides la! i pulled her to join the queue for rainbow and grabbed her arm throughout so as to ensure that she won't have the chance of running away. lols. she tried to whine, wanting me to let her off. but how can jac make it for whining? tsk. well. she ended up beside me for the ride and was screaming non-stop lo. so funny la! in the afternoon, when we were on this ride, i'm busy finding the location of the airport control station with wl. he told me we can see the control station when we reached the top, so we're bz looking out for it. it's so funny!

at night, we went to new york new york to eat. recently don't know what's happening to me. my stomach always feel so empty. keep on eating and eating and i still don't feel anything inside. like tt very easily grows fatter leh. but i dun think i care. heehee.

sun was my son's birthday!
happy birthday son! you're FINALLY seventeen. must stay happy and lamee, yea? lols. love ya and take caree. your pressie is still with me. collect from me soon alright? if not i'll just keep it for myself and use it.((:

christmas coming!((:

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

"there's always 2 sides to life. it depends on which side do you want to see it" quoted this from what allena posted in the class blog. this is true. so i must always see life in a positive manner and be a happy little girl!

yest and today have been staying at my aunt's house. cut my hair today. it's so short and spiky la! yz sure laugh at me this friday de. i can predict. wellwell. what's done cannot be undone so just let it grows lo.

yest went out with kenneth to causeway cuz he wanna buy present for christmas den i just accompanied him since i'm free. after that we went to catch a movie-cinderella. watched halfway den realised it's a horror movie. lols. but the show is scary and quite nicee. if recently you wanna catch a movie and pondering over what show to watch, you can consider cinderella .

i'm still at my aunt's house now. thinking of whether to go home later or tml morning. sian ah. tml i got air rifle training again.

Monday, December 11, 2006

back from Hong Kong

helloos everyone. I'M BACK FROM HONG KONG! hahas.

reached singapore at 1225 and after all the delays and waiting, i finally reached home at this time and quickly do some blogging. tml when i free then i shall blog more. anw, i'm very tired now. going to sleep le la! oh ya! still need to bath. okayyokayy. going to bath now den sleep. better bath if not the toolpig yz going to say that i'm dirty again. everytime lie later his nose grows longer ah. lols. budden i bath this morning in hong kong already lehh. can i don't bath now? hee..((:

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

i'm leaving singapore for hong kong pretty soon. but i'm not excited at all leh. how come ah? i'm going oversea leh!!!!!!!! y i don't haf that mood? hmm.. gary daddy said that time before i went for obs, i also don't feel excited at all, but in the end also enjoyed the days so much, so now should be the same. hope it's like tt bah. hope when i'm on the plane, i'll feel the excitment already.

yesterday, went to work at mandarin again. then the function was SAJC grad night. partnered with yz. he's super duper funny de la. the whole night i'd been laughing non-stop. haha. i kept on don't allow him to pick up cuz his fingers are injured what. then i also don't wish that his fingers will bleed again, hope that they will recover soon, so just asked him to be a good boy and serve drinks. then there's once when this guy, from the table i supposed to serve, took photo with me. when i told yz bout it, he's like saying, "where's the knife? i wanna stab him!" lols. but no knives already since we'd already served the fishes, then he said, "nvm, still got hot tea. hot tea will do." rofl. got chance wanna partner with him again leh. funny guy. hee.

at night talked to kenneth on phone. talked until super late den my dad scolded me. sad. my dad dote on me alot so whenever he's angry with me, my heart will sink, i'll feel very sad. hope everything will be okayy between my dad and i soon. i love him so much.

wellwell. i going to sleep now already. if not later cannot wake up in time to go airport. take caree everyone and to my fans (lols. brb. heehee.), i'll be back on sunday night so most prob monday will blog again. yea? tc tc. i will miss all of you! ((:

Monday, December 04, 2006












just transferred some photos from my camera into the com. the first 4 photos were taken during our class SL at sentosa and at vivo. the last 4 photos were taken during our class chalet at costa sand and escape. the two girls on bed with me are my dears. hmm.. on bed, sounds a little wrong. tsk.. as you can see our main activity at chalet is BRIDGE. lols. even mr lim was also playing bridge with us. hahas. see the last photo? tt's my son, lincoln. haha. he looks so ugly in photo lo.