yest damn tired so didnt blog. fall straight to sleep after i reached home. hahas. i'm totally exhausted after whole day of fun at sentosa.

actually we are supposed to go sentosa for SL thingy one but end up playing more than anything else. first time saw so many people vs so many people playing vball. hahas. and the toolpig jar. said tt he's a newby but he played to well la!

many of our class people got dunked today. haha. and tt includes me. they bullied me! i grabbed so tightly on to so many electronic things yet they can snatched everything away from me. i know that they are many people carrying me, but i can onli see yhui, yvonne and jocelyn. and there's this idiot that said i'm heavy. wth. better dun let me find out who are you or you are dead! rah! hahas. keep on shouting "there're still other 3 girls you all have not dunked, dun dunk me!" but they heck me. so i shouted "i got SD card in my pocket!" but in the end they still threw me in. the most funny thing is that i stumbled over my words. the word "SD" keep on got stucked. haha. lols.

i'm so proud of 10/06 swimming club. we swam together from one side of the coast to the other and then climbed up the rock to take a photo. but the rocks are so slippery and so sharp. it cuts my leg and it bleeds. luckily only a small cut only.then we swam back again.

it's going to rain soon so we quickily took a class photo with the aid of mx's frien. he's very funny la. rmb him saying "gan ni na no flash one". lols. think he keep on take the photo until he's irriated cuz no flash. after tt, we packed our stuff and hurried to bath. the toolpig queue was so damn long and those people before us were taking their own sweet time to bath. wth. super angry. it's so cool to share bathing stuff together. and some guys in our class waited for us. think they're so kind cuz i think we took like hour plus inside.

after tt we left sentosa and went to vivo to have dinner. walked around with agnes and we cannot decide on wad food to eat cuz all the food are so ex! saw allena buying indian food and jokingly scolded her cuz the day before yest i and her just ate tt only. in the end, i bought the same food as her. den she said me back. haha. then later we went into cande empire. omg! tt place is paradise! i love it! so much candy, chocolate, cookies. wah! heaven! i hope i own the shop! went to giant and i bought ginger ale. rmb the first time i drank tt was in mandarin. it tastes nicee. and fyi, it's not a beer though it looks likes. i dislike the taste of alcohol so it cant be beer, right?

walked to interchange with allena and agnes. it's really dark but the beautiful sparking cable cars made everything in the dark seem so nice. waited quite long for the toolpig 855. dunno y the vball rolled off into the drain and became dirty. wiped it and carried it onto the bus. dozed off in the bus. real exhausted!

reached home tt time i'm like yay-i'm-finally-home! of course i dozed off not long after tt. tt's y now den blog.

the most painful thing is that i'm burnt!

i love 10/06! i mean it! there're so much so much fun whenever i'm with them!

i just woke up from my nap. guess everyone has slept by the time i wake up. recently i have been sleeping alot and sleeping at the wrong time. tt's bad.

today went for NE excursion. went to hindu temple, muslim temple, URA and buddhist temple. wah! got to know alot about other religions stuff. rather interesting actually. realised that agnes know quite alot of things i dunno. i'm impressed.

after skool went to watch the movie deathnote with allena, yhui, wm, gary, yhan and kenneth. wah. the show is damn nice la. i'm going to watch deathnote2! dun care! heehee. oh ya! i'm going to watch the grudge 2 as well. so scary! i love it! lols.

tml going to sentosa. hope it will be a fun day.

no matter how i try preventing, there're always somethings that i have regretted..

am i really petty? i'm not! toolpig kenneth and lincoln. stop saying tt i am la! i think anyone in my stand will do the same thing (owells. actually i'm just finding some kuku excuse for myself. whatever la!).

this afternoon went for lunch at northpoint with allena, glenn, yhui and wm. everyone was like talking crap.
and most importantly, the indian food is so NICE! everytime passed by the stall i will not buy from them cuz the queue is always very longg. but today shared it with allena. hmm. rather tasty. heehee. next time buy from them again. must make suree agnes not there if not she will stop me from buying unhealthy food again. lols. tsk..

tml got NE stuff. dunno wth is that. nvm la. no lesson is the best! after skool we are having a class outing to j8 for lunch and movie deathnote. heard tt it's a very nice show. must watch! but sad la. agnes will not be going cuz i heard from her tt she got hockey training tml. dunno will allena be going not. i dun wanna be alone.

bedtime.

are our friendship bond really that weak that we cannot afford to undergo any minor setback? it's really sad. really disappointing.

and there's always some hypocrite in this world. i really feel very uncomfortable with these kinda people around. they can make almost everyone likes them la. i dunno how they did it. i hafta admit defeated. even i hafta act as if i like them as well so tt i will not be an outcast, so that i don't oppose the others who like them. i'm suffocating. i wanna cry. i wanna beg these people to stripe off their masks and just go away.

sometimes i really admire agnes. she can be so direct. she can just heck care everything and speak out. i can't. or perhaps i'm afraid. i'm just a loser. shit! sigh`

sometimes. a small thing alone can make me smile((:

this morning went to gym with agnes. tried a few new machines. quite cool la! there's this machine tt was damn lousy. cannot be lifted at all. i concluded tt it's spoilt. hahas. my greatest achievement in today's gym session is to perservere till time's up. it's really tough to endure i hafta say. but determination and friend's encouagement are very important as well. push agnes to perservere and she push me towards completing my sit ups. tsk. my tummy is very painful!

after tt when we went to eat lunch with mx, they restrict me to eat all kinds of food. wah! it's like a torture for me! end up eating duck noodles. i supposed it's healthy? after the meal, we lagged around for quite some time cuz it's raining and talked about all kinda stuff. quite random actually.

in the late afternoon went down to bishan to teach ethan, jonathan and gabriel physics. i'm really bad in teaching la! i cannot even stand it myself. sigh` wad a bad and lousy friend. actually i quite worried for them. their o lvl is like next week? or around there yet they are like who-give-a-damn-about-o-lvl like tt. they dun seem to realised tt it's O-LEVEL! tot is wad small test ah? HELLOS HELLOS, IT'S O LEVER LEH!! O-LEVEL!! and the toolpig jonathan. still keep on laughing at my english. i know my english ain't good la! i got C5 leh. but can't help it wad. it's just lousy! rah! must make him feel guilty.

owells. i hafta do my superposition now. haven do yet. lalallalalallaala..

wah siao. until now still haven do i&r. but nvm la. i guessed alot ppl also haven do yet where my alot are onli lincoln and yvonne. heehee. bo bian. how to do when i slept from yest evening to this morning and went shopping the shole day today?

yest actually onli suppose to take a nap. in the end slept until this morning den woke up. i estimated tt i lost conscious for bout 16 hours or moree. i'm like omg la! sleep so long. i seriously cannot believe it. no wonder i dreamt of so much so much thing.

today went out to toa payoh for breakfast for fortunate restarant. queue damn long la. actually should have expected it. today is public holidays wad. den after that went shopping. shop, eat, rest, shop, eat, rest, shop, eat, rest.. den reached home only at 11 plus. super tiring. and my legs.. very painful. but nvm. i bought new clothes again. my wardrobe super cramped now. only in no out. no wonder my mum keep on scolding me.


hais. some of my friends confirm retaining already. actually i cannot do anything but to persuade them to stay back. sound rather mean and bad right? your friends yet you are encouaging them to retain and not to promote. but tt's in their best interest i hafta say. owells. one of my friend even thought of quitting skool. i have already tried my very best to persuade him to stay in AJ. i hope he will.

and friday is seriously a bad day for me. i think i can finally understand how my aunt and my mum felt during an incident when i'm 12. i think i can finally understand how it felt when...
hais. it hurts my heart once again. thinking of the scenerio, thinking of my dunno-how-to-react reaction, thinking of those words that are spoken, it pierces through my heart. it's painful i hafta say. `sigh.

i felt that i'm losing more and more each day.
but there's not much i can do.
but to sit there and watch helplessly,
it fading away...

haha. just finish my Goong episode 12. dunno where yvonne watched until already. it has been 3 days since i last watch the show la! has been busy with project work stuff. think it's the same for yvonne as well bah. today handed in wr already so has one less thing to trouble bout and i'm slightly more free to watch princess hours. YAY! (jump jump jump jump..)

today after skool super funny la. dunno y i n allena so high. glenn was at the bus stop opposite of me, allena, yhui and kr. den we suggested to take turn to wave "byebye" to glenn so that he will have to keep on waving while each of us only need to wave 1/4 the time of glenn. haha. so funny la. glenn kept on waving and waving and waving and we kept on laughing and laughing and laughing. lols. super funny la! after yhui and allena board their bus, i and kr still there kept on taking turn to wave. haha. omg! everyone's so toolpig.

guess wad? in the end when glenn left already and i cooled down from laughing, i realised that i left my water bottle in skool la. lols. even more funny. now my bottle is in my locker. agnes helped me put it in. dunno how my bottle living in that small room. should be lonely without my accompany bah. hahas. i miss you too. nvm. tml we shall meet in skool again. heehee.

owells. there's this part of the day that i felt seriously offended. i told lincoln and allena bout it and they were shocked as well. omg! i dunno y. but i have already started to avoid this person subconsciously. i simply to dun like..(there's something that i realised i'm scared of. but i dunno since when i've this phobia.)

i finally understand why sometimes people use vulgarity already.
that's because there is no other english words that can be used to vent their anger.
rather unhappy.

now still doing written report. last bit of it. we must try our best to get EE. left me, gary and kenneth doing. the rest went to sleep already.

just now went to celebrate pilly's birthday. hk, th, yee, mun, yy, sean, zhengyang, xingyue and of cuz pilly went as well. owells, had quite a great time. especially when it has been a long time since we last met each other. but i'd got nth to talk to mun bout. dun even bother to even look at her. i cant believe she's tt unreasonable. early in the morning almost late for skool just because of msging her. or rather quarrelling with her through sms. not really in the mood bout saying this thing. anw, thanks to those who care to listen to my problem like lincoln, glenn and pilly. unlike some ppl who keep on shielding mun. zzzZZz..

lallalalalaa.

talk bout wad happened in skool is more interesting. our class had great fun today la! cuz almost like no lesson like tt. left to do wr and everyone's like keep on playing computer games. hahas. i'm one of them too! lols. anw. in the morning during maths lecture i fell from my chair la. den allena screamed and everyone turns back! omg! so lau gui la! embarrassed. lols. agnes didnt come to skool today. she fainted la! so serious. when i talk to her online just now. lucky la. she's feeling better.

finally finish written report already. yay!((:

wah lao. on mon actually i typed a long entry one la. who knows when i polish the post den the entry den proof! vanish! dunno is the internet got problem or wad. so angry.

anw, on monday we got back 3 of our papers. physics, maths and gp. maths is really a diappointment. such a let down. i got "D" lehh. well. actually i also can kinda expect it already. i did the paper, i know how well i fair myself. but i just hope that there might still be a chance that i can score well. "D" is too far from my aim. owells. let's not talk bout this anymore. and guess what? i failed my gp. really veri upset. many pple pass gp leh. yet i fail. think i just hafta admit tt my english is lousy. it's always the case. hmm. lucky my physics is not tt bad afterall.

tt day also very stressed. quite angry with gary i hafta say. he totally heck care bout the oral presentation and i hafta do all since it's planned long ago tt i am to lead in OP. i do not have leadership quality and it's really stressful for me to be there to lead in OP. it's really tough. furthermore, gary is like dun give a damn bout it la! sigh~ feel like just giving up and heck care bout it too. although i dun wish to but i hafta admit tt guys haf higher AQ den girls. called glenn and well, the problem is kinda solved.

as for yesterday, we got back the rest of the results. i passed all, except gp. for a "B" for chemistry, just pass for econs and "B" for chinese. siau lao shi gave me 10 marks lesser for oral and listening. she recorded the marks wrongly so in the end i got "B" instead of "C". when i knew it i nthe audi, i'm so happy tt i kept jumping there. haha. so funny. some teachers and students are looking at me but who cares, i'm just very happy. lols.

so............. i'm able to be promoted!

really felt sad for raktim. i dun wish tt he will go back to india. and sad for wm and jar. classmates for so long alreadyy. i really dun wish tt anyone will leave our class. isn't it mentioned before that 10/06 will forever be together. will promote together and stuff. damn sad when i can do nothing for them. so i ran to toilet to cry. i'm really veri upset. really very sad. )):
till now still unsure whether they can be promoted anot. i really hope that they can be promoted.

during oral presentation in the afternoon. i'm super duper nervous. somemore my group was the first to present. wah. siao liao. think the two coaches also noe tt i'm scared. can see bah. when asking questions during the Q&A part, they told me that don't worry, it will be a simple one. lols. lucky i managed to survive through the presentation as well as the Q&A. Q&A really veri scary i hafta say. gary said that coach shaun and coach brandon are veri cocky. but i think that they are very friendly and nicee. they are very attractive as well. even allena said so. hahas. lookinf forward to the next meeting with coach shaun.

today went out to do pw in the afternoon at amk library with gary and glenn. not bad. i did quite alot of work so feel veri happy. they two made me the leader la! den i hafta lead. this stressed me lo. how would i ever noe how to lead? so scary..

after tt, i went to northpoint with mun for dinner together. reali long didnt get to see her and catch up with her already. after eating, we went shopping in northpoint as well. had a great time!

reached home alreadyy hafta do my pw again. and then.. i watched Goong AGAIN! finished episode 11.

yest our skool got open house. my toolpig air rifle friends sabotaged me to wear the air rifle suit and walk around to publicise. the suit trapped heat like crazy la! so hot and stuffy. and so stiff tt i cannot walk up and down step. big bullies! the toolpig ah biao ate my kfc potato somemore while i'm in the mass dance. but forgave him since he's hungry and he admitted eating it.

oh ya. the mass dance. it so fun! haha. i'm damn high la! i dunno y. lol. i'm eating the bandito pockett while dancing at the same time. hee. cuz i'm eating halfway den my friends wanna go dance so i went dacing with my food lo. wahahhahahha!

after open house, went down to cdac straight. jason was as playful as ever la! but i realised something. he's smart actually. when he settled down, he can listen to me for quite sometime to teach him several sums. and he understands. when we're on our way home, he asked me for my hp no. and email. yesterday den i know tt actually jason got some family problem. but well, tt's isnt reali impt to me. the impt thing is tt i am able to help him and befriend him.((:

Goong Princess Hours

hmm. just finish watching Goong episode 10 on you tube. felt so contented. ((:

today left skool early for dental appointment. lucky i got brush my teeth regularly. not too bad. my teeth are in healthy condition. only need to do some cleaning up tt's all. heehee.

tml is our school open house. owells. nth much la actually. after tt will be going down to cdac for tutoring again.

just finish half of episode 8. think cannot watch alreadyy. it's getting latee. my parents think tt i'm too addicted to the show so keep on saying me.

owells. i began to grow to like shin. but never will he be able to replace yui.

omg! wad's my blog becoming like. reflection of the show "goong princess hours"? lols. hmm.

today late for chem spa. den in the end told to stayed back by mr ng. he asked me, allena and agnes to wait for him den hafta give him explanation of why we are late, what happen if we are late again. den asked us to write everything on a piece of paper la! still hafta file tt into the dunno wad pupil personal file or something like tt de thing. zzz~
next tue getting back all promo papers. super scare lehh. i hope i can be promoted.

yest saw mr lim. today also saw him. everything see him he will say," lindy ah. vomit blood leh".
i noe he's disappointed in me. all i can do is to apologise to him. i really feel very bad whenever i see his disappointed face. sigh~ this time really let him down.

owells. yest we got festival of life. i enjoyed the wire sculpture session la! it's so fun! but the only thing is tt my fingers hurt. somemore after tt i got air rifle training.

this entry may be a little messy. haha. but what to do. i'm rushing to sleep before my dad comes out of his room to scold me.

tml shall continue to watch "Goong".. tsk..((:

just finish watching goong princess hours episode 4 on youtube. OMG! kim jung hoon aka YuI's so SHUAI!! i hope i can dream of him tonight man. haha. i'm too crazy over him le la! but he's simply too SHUAI to resist alreadyy. lol.

still feel like watching lehh. i wanna watch finish everything by tonight! i hope in the end, chae gyung and yui can be together. but i think it's quite impossible cuz the toolpig shin is the main character wad. but anw, shin isnt really tt bad looking la. the moree i see him, the moree i think he isnt tt ugly afterall. but I STILL LOVE YUI! lalallaa... tsk..

owells. hafta thank yvonne for teaching me how to watch goong from youtube. so happy. then huilin going to lend me her vcd at around the end of this month. yay! can watch again! this time without all those toolpig hanging parts.

in the afternoon went causeway point with my mum and aunt to watch "rob b hood". OMG! the show is damn nicee. and the baby is SOOOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEE!! i love the show man. when the vcd is out i will suree buy it de! den i can watch over and over and over again. ((:

today did almost nth again. stayed at home to watch tv.

OMG! PRINCESS HOURS IS SO NICEEEEEE!!! so sad i dun haf dvd player. if not i can borrow the whole series from yee alreadyy. sob sob. i love kimjung hoon! he's so shuai! i love him! he's mine. lols. the toolpig yee keep on claiming tt he's hers. hahas.

and Yoon Eun Hye. she's so cute! omg!

today nth much happened. just stayed at home the whole day and watched tv. just now 9 pm the horror show on channel U was SO NICEE! the impt thing was tt twins acted in it as well. actually the show not reali veri scary la. only some parts quite shocking. den other parts quite funny. keep on screaming and laughing until my mum scared disturbed neighbours den quickly closed the door. hahas. owells. tt's all. night..((:

today i'm so happy!((:

in the afternoon received allena's msg asking me whether i wanna go for lunch with her and the other girls not; at the same time whether i wanna go to chong pang there de tuition centre for volunteery work to teach those cdac students not. at first i'm very lazy la. dun really feel like going even though i dun haf any program today and i know i will just rot at home. but after some persuading by allena, i finally decided to just go and see.

already said to meet at 2. after talking to allena, bout 1 plus already. i laid on my sofa and told my sis to wake me up at 145 before i dozed off. in the end, when i woke up, i looked at the clock. IT'S 2!! omg! I'M LATE! quickly changed and dashed out of my house. my mum cycled me there. lucky the coordinator haven start his briefing yet. phew~

after briefing, we marked those primary skool kids' practice papers and hafta teach them. one-to-one lehh. my tt kid horr. super super naughty! i hafta play sissor-paper-stone wif him den can teach him lo. he said i win 3 times den i can teach him. if he wins 3 times den he will teach me. in the end i won he also keep on dun listen to me talk. angry. i said jokingly ,"you so bad de. bully me. i wanna cry already." den he just laugh laugh laugh, go tell his friend tt i wanna cry le. LOLS! so NAUGHTY. but CUTE la!

before we went for games, he promised me tt he will go home and attempt the rest of the questions den next week show me. wonder will he really do tt not. at most if he don't den i dun give him sweet eat alreadyy.

he really veri cute la! play games tt time when the coordinator asked for 4 mentors to join in captain ball tt time, he quickly asked me to come in to play. so adorable. lols. had so much so much fun. i guessed it's not only me who enjoyed bah. everyone do. can see from those smilesss on agnes, allena, yvonne, yuanwen, jocelyn, the other two aj girls and all the kids!

when going off, i asked him for his no. den guess wad? he keyed in 10 digits. what the. lols. next time see him must whack his butt alreadyy.

oh ya! he's name is jason! and he bluff mi his name is jackson until halfway through den i realised actually is jason. naughty little boy. took photo wif him using my phone. haha. got his photo in my phone now.

``felt a little bad. i can spend time for volunteery work to teach others yet i cannot do tt for my siblings. especially my brother. y ah? i dun understand this myself as well. perhaps i should try to teach him again tml. i seriously wish tt he can get into a good school de express stream. he's studies is really bad. really really very bad.

after tt went to northpoint to dine with my family. my siblings went to arcade to play while i went shopping with my mum. bought alot of things. so contented. lols.
saw yee and her sis. singapore is really small. when we went out of the shop, guess who we met? mr white and his family! singapore is really reallly small. i quickly pulled yee to take photo with me and mr white's daughter. she's so lovely!

owells. think tt's bout all tt happen today. so much to write bout...((:

today is the last day for promos. after taking my chinese paper, our class got gathering. but i didnt go for it as i alreadyy have a hot date wif my family. so i went home and wait for dad and sis to come home. my bro went to his friend's house to play and so he didn't go yam cha with us at toa payah. i paid the bill lehh. veryy sweet right? cuz my parents really did alot for me during my promos. they keep encouraging and did many other stuff so when i finish my promos, i think it's necessary for me to repay them.

after eating went shopping. i bought a new short! yay! so happy!

really quite tired now.

oh ya. today is lantern festival. HAPPY MOONCAKE DAY TO ALL! ((:

i've got 3 days of hols lehh. monday is a school-free day for me! wahahhahah~ today den realised monday don't hafta go to skool! OMG! SO HAPPY! HEEEHEEEHEEE~

i miss mun and yee. so longg didnt see you girls alreadyy. rmb our steamboat hot date to a steamboat meal? i still waiting for someone to offer to treat me.. haha..

just realised i missed the fun our class had just now. but owells. so long everyone happy can liao. haha. enjoy your 3 off-days, allena and agnes. takee careee..

sept photos

some recent photos. dunno consider recent not la. it's taken in sept..((:

wah. it's has been quite some time since i last used the com. hmm. not reali busy studying for promos, but i think it's moree to no mood to do so bah. den today online realised i have got 108 UNREAD EMAILS! take quite some time to finish reading all. lols.

promos going to end soon. tml i will be taking the last paper-chinese. nth much i can do today since the syllabus has changed and now we do not hafta study all the hanyupinyin alreadyy.

did really badly for maths yest. i'm super sad la. i left like 50 plus plus marks blank. my maths all along very good de and it's my favourite subject, my strength. if i don't score for maths i dunno wad other subj i can score. i've never fail maths before la. and i'm aiming for an "A" in maths this time round again. but.. sigh~ really veri sad. i felt so disappointed in myself. felt tt i've been such a let down to my maths teacher and my parents. the day before, my maths teacher still told me to jiayou for this his paper. but i've been such a let down. think he will be very disappointed when he see my result. dun dare to face him. i hope he don't mark my paper. sorry mr lim. but anw, thanks to all those who msg me and tried to cheer me up. even though i'm really down down and don't feel like saying a thing, you guys are still there for me. it's really veri sweet.

gp and econs i think gone case alreadyy la. econs i studied the whole of first chapter and only scan through some parts of the behind chapters. guess wad? the first chapter not tested at all la! rah! lucky glenn did some summary for me, for those i've not touched on, before entering into the examination hall. got some related questions came out. but i dun think i can score still.
my mum brought me to the nearby park to study econs on mon night. so funny la.



hopefully i can pass my promos. i dun wish be push up by my teachers. i will feel inferior if i'm promoted in tt way.

pray hard that will pass. buddha bless. god bless.