Saturday, September 30, 2006

today's sat alreadyy. monday starts promos. but guess wad? i'm still online blogging and playing games. shit! what's going on in me ah? hahas. still can laugh somemore. i like seriously don't give a damn bout studying anymoreee. lallalalala.. anw. good luck to everyone taking their papers on this coming week. take caree..

like what yee always say," god bless, buddha bless and i bless."

)):jialat.

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

today jar pon skool. should have told me wad. is like so unproductive in skool la. dunno y go also. but for the sake of not having a make-up pe, i think i better go. but i went alreadyy wad, so y for say so much ah? i also dunno..

next mon promos alreadyy. i dun seem to caree alot like tt. think i just aim to pass my 3 H2 subjects and chinese. and tt's it! flung my gp and econs i dun caree. so longg can promo can liao. promote already den slowly handle these subjects. wonder will i not? or will i start playing den n totally forget bout it?

actually i dun reali understand wad am i blogging bout. just keep typing and typing and typing. my eyes are tired again. think i'm going to sleep now. wake up le can absorb den study lo.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT FRIDAY TO COME!! RAHRAHRAH..

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

now in skool library. think if i don't come here i will never get my entry done. dunno y everyday so tired. till now what i have studied is like almost equals to nth. and the most crucial thing is that my promos is in two weeks time! gosh!

everyone in my class like all alreadyy get into the momentum of studying alreadyy. yet i'm still stuck right here! really hope tt the two weeks can come slower but the three weeks can come faster. three more weeks. just three moree weeks and my promo will be over!

sunday went to celebrate my granny's birthday. can see that she's extremely happy. i think in one year i onlyy get to this kinda gathering with my relatives for like twice or thrice. no much chance, so do my granny. i'm closer to my relatives on my mum's side than my dad's side.

hais. get back to promos. i think i really no hopee alreadyy. but i really hafta thank my dad, mum, granny, aunt, my teacher and even my friends for encouaging me continuously. really touched. but i seriously hope somewhere within me i can get my motivation back and START TO STUDY! sigh..)):

Monday, September 11, 2006

i recently quite moody. i've been quite worried over my promos but i just find noone to rely on. to cry upon.

i have no motivation to do any studying. just like now. wad happened to me? hai..)):





received the present from mun n yee yest afternoon (since now alreadyy past 12). it's really beautiful and i love it alot! i mean it! it's a box with lots of decoration within. when i opened the box, i'm like WAOH!
think lots of effort has been put in but they did it the present after my birthday. angry. lols. n how do i noe? because in yee' msg to me, she wrote something bout "snakes on the plane" and i only decided to watch tt movie on my birthday itself. how blur can she be? lucky there's always she to make me seem smart and alert! hahas.

thanks mun and yee. love you two alot! you two must jiayouu for promos okayys?((:

i'm super stressed over the promos. another 3 weeks left. countdowning to it..
super scared bout gp la! it is dunno how many months since i last touch newspaper. think going to fail my compo. somemore tt time the compre hw i got all wrong! going to fail my compre as well. shit! I'M REALLY VERY FRUSTRATED! rah!

you have left and there's noone there for me to rely on when i'm stressed again. i don't know i can endure how long moree. i'm afraid that i will just fall apart.
i've alreadyy learn to be as independent as possible but...

Sunday, September 10, 2006

actually yest supposed to go out with my god bro. he wanted to celebrate my birthday with me. but in the end he very bz. cannot make it. reali veri sad over it lo. think we one year can only meet like twice? one on his birthday, one on mine. sigh~)):

in the afternoon met mun to go to cc cafe to study. wanna go out earlier to do hw on my own first de lo. who knows when i locked the door gate tt time, i heard something pangs, breaks. opened the door, came into the house and i saw the broken whitening lotion bottle on the floor. obviously my mum won't help me to clear up the mess cuz tt's my stuff. so i hafta do it myself. while picking up the broken glasses, i cut my finger la! how toolpig. i tot tt's only lotion wad. so used my finger to wipe it. who knows it's glass! anw, it's only a small cut so i think it will recover very soon. after clearing up all the broken pieces, I'M LATE to meet mun! zzz..

rushed down to cafe and we stayed up till dinner time, had dinner at her house, and continue to do hw at blk 825. i dunno am i inefficient or toolpig. stayed out for so longg and i only completed 3 questions. really veri irritated.

haven even finish hw how to start my revision for promos? start to feel a little stressed. i'm scared i cannot promote. my english standard is like SHIT! and the last time i read newspaper was like dunno how many months ago. die die! STOP STRESSING ME!

later meeting mun and yee. they are going to pass me my present. i still have no idea wad issit. the toolpig mun was there keep on saying how wonderful is the present.
i wonder...
lols.

Friday, September 08, 2006

family steamboat birthday celebration










today went to skool for physics lecture and tutorial. super sian la! especially tutorial. delay till so late lo. actually supposed to end at 2 but 3 alreadyy, ms siti was still there going through so i went off early. quickly took an afternoon nap when i reached home because i'm really very tiredd.

in the evening, my family and i went down to marina bay to eat steamboat as planned. this meal was actually mend to celebrate my birthday. but it's so belated because my dad was bz with his work so hafta accommodate with his time lo.
we had lots of fun there. talk alot. crap alot. eat alot. drink alot. laugh alot.
oh ya. oil also alot. it just splattered in all directions and burn my fingers. so angry la! my bro and dad cooked nth happened den when i cooked the oil just flew up and kissed my finger. so biased! toolpig oil.. bullied me only!

I LOVE MY FAMILY!!
MY FAMILY LOVES ME!!
((:

Tuesday, September 05, 2006


today went to school for maths lecture. in the morning i lai chuang as usual den end up rushing to school cuz i'm kinda latee to meet allena already. who knows she's later than me. zzz.. somemore still asked me to hurry up when i just reached yck. hmm. but it's really sweett of her to get me a present with a card! A CARD leh! nowadays still got who will write birthday card? so nicee of her..((:

later in the afternoon, actually intend to go to the nearby clinic with jj for check-up for OBS. but my mum going to chong pang wad. so she dragged me down as well. when i hafta get into the room for check-up, i pulled my mum and sis in too because i'm scared. i know there will be a jab for me. then when the doctor is ticking the medical history, yes or no, i suddenly shouted because i rmb jj told me that i need to bring health booklet for the check-up. i shouted so loudly la. "oh shit! i forget to bring my health booklet!" think i frightened the doc. lols. i really very forgetfully lehh. jj dunno remind me so many million times to bring health booklet already, yet i forget!! after tt when the doc was going to give me a jab, i shouted again la! even before he inject, i'm alreadyy there shouting "ouch, ouch, ouch, ouch, ouch, omg, omg, ouch, ouch, ..." then grabbed my sis. who ask her to be within my reach. orbi~ should have know that when i'm scared, i grabbed anything withing my reach wad. so she sway lo. hahas. my mum was there laughing awayy as usual. so meani de lo. lucky didnt go check-up with jj, if not suree very disgracing one.

now my arm still very numb, very painful lehh. later in the middle of the night, it breaks off how?

needle is the scariest thing on earth!

Monday, September 04, 2006


now i'm having my cheese cake! it's like so cheesy la! so delicious so yummy and guess wad? it melt in my mouth.. although eating so late is very fattening. somemore it's cheese cake. but who cares! it's CHEESE CAKE that we are talking about lehh. lols..*eat eat eat* ((:

today woke up so early la! woke up at 9 plus den hafta go out with my mum to international plaza to help my dad to renew his business. when i got home, which is already afternoon, i went to sleep again. continue. woke up that time was already evening. watched tv all the way till now. so unproductive of me la. tml going to clinic for check-up. my parents finally agreed to let me go for OBS leh! so happy!
den hafta go skool for maths lecture also. allena wanna meet me at 745 for foyer la! it's like so early! i can sleep another 10 mins de leh. after negotiating, i hafta meet her at 750. my 5 mins... lols. but agnes as usual, skip maths lesson. hope we can all promote!!

today got another list of ppl wishing me happy belated birthday..

actually it doesn't matter when my friends wish me happy birthday so longg they rmb i already veri happy already. really.
in the morning, i received msg from jar apologising for wishing me "happy belated one day birthday". lols. den got another msg from kenneth. this person ah. msg late still say "better late than never right?" late still so qiang chi duo li. but nvmm. i'm quite touched that he actually rmb. unlike the toolpig lincoln. idiot man him. he got problem dunno is who share with him de lo. still can forget my birthday. cannot be forgiven! wad kind of friend is this la! make me so sad..
i also received msg from hafiz, hoiki and pilly. really very touched that they do rmb my birthday especially hafiz. even though in his msg written "date:3/9/06" when it's already 4th, but when he rmb my birthday he immediately asked thao for my no. and msg me. such a good friend right?
just now when i'm online, yojit wished me happy belate as well. i'm like yojit knows my birth date? really touched. in class we hardly talk and not reali veri close yet he wished me belate birthday. so sweett of him la!
lastly, in my tagboard there's jac's "sry for this late greetings.... HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!! stay happy always... " i'm reali moved by her. she's in australia yet she sent her wishes all the way to singapore. miss her so much man. good that she's going to come back to singapore soon again. yay! tsk.. anw, she actually say wanna give me fruitflies for my present de. WHERE'S MY PRESENT? WHERE'S MY FRUITFLIES? lols.

happy 17th birthday

first of all. i must wish myself..

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!!

even though it is alreadyy considered belated since now is alreadyy 4th sept. but i can only blog about what happened during my birthday when that entire day is over what. makes sense? yes!
what am i happy about ah? older le lehh. so sad.. hope to remain young forever. lols.

i started my birthday with a show titled "autum diary" on ch8. the show is so nicee, so sweett, so romantic la! watched all the way from 145 to 4. so in the morning den i went to bed. woke up at 1pm and when i on my phone, messages kept coming in until my phone hang! think my phone is old alreadyy. just like me. hahas.

my dad hafta work and ain't free today so i only can have my big feast 2 or 3 days later. mun and yee also cannot make it today. so i end up going out with kenneth to woodlands. went out for the whole day and we catch a movie "snakes on the plane" at causeway. omg! the movie is so thrilling! so scary! and i screamed at some parts of the show. so paiseh la! later went to his ah ma's house to talk to his ah ma since it's kinda shun lu, and i'm there to be the translator. lols. my new job! anw, i really hafta thank kenneth for making my birthday an enjoyable one to accompany me even though he's sick as well as to remind my banquet friends about my birthday (please la. i noe they won't rmb or even dunno when is my birthday lo. so when they msg me, i'm suree you're the one behind it). anw, thanks thanks thanks.. reali. i mean it.((:

owells, here is a list of people who are so KIND and SWEET to rmb my birthday..

on the eve of my birthday, i received msg from xuemei, yvonne and yhan.
and a msg from yee at exactly 12mid. later, jw wished me happy birthday online and my ah yee sent her birthday wishes for me with a hong bao. i got hong baos from my daddy and mummy as well. fortunate of me bah. dun be too envy ah. hoho~
early in the afternoon, when i woke up and on my phone, i received birthday greetings from mun who apologised for accidentally fell asleep before 12. hahas. so funnyy. she's forever so loser. lols. also received msg from yihan who hope that i will enjoy my birthday since he didnt reali enjoyed his. kenneth, allena, dora, candice, weijie and yhui also did msg me wishing me happy birthday.
later, i received msg from jianjun, and surprisingly rq's msg. reali super surprised that rq will rmb my birthday. but guess what he said? "happy birthday! congrats on being one year OLDER.. anw remind me to give you a graph paper for your present hor.. its worth 2 eyeballs leh.. enjoy!" rah! so idiotic la. (cuz because that time when yhan wanted a graph paper from rq, allena bet her head while i bet both of my eyeballs that he won't have one since he's so lazy) haha. but nvmm. i think it's reali sweet of him to even rmb and msg. pohlin called me while i'm about to get out of my house. so nicee of him to rmb my birthday.
when i'm outside, i continued to receive birthday msg from jr, wm, pinwen and anqi. later there's still a call from wm, gary, yhan and charles. hahas. reali funny la tt call. i'm laughingg away lo. wm was there on the other end keep on saying "quick leh, quick leh, wanna say one anot, 1..2..3.." then they all shouted "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!". lols. the feeling like christmas like tt. so kuku. haha. in the end i still hafta wish yhan happy belated. lols.
when i reached home, the messages in the tagboard made me laugh. laugh until my sis say me siao. yhan and wm were there arguing who was the first to say happy birthday and allena said "lamer... hahaha... u all lyk snatching gers liddat.. relac la!" lols. siew wished me happy birthday too. tot she has forgotten my birthday alreaydyy. but well, she didn't! yay!
in friendster i received birthday testi from agnes. also tot she has forgotten my birthday already but she didn't! hoho~ i'm too sexy to forget already right agnes? tsk. blushing.. and jerome my junior. when i saw his testi, i'm like 'omg! you rmb as well. omg! so sweett!' also, testi from wm and kenneth.
lastly, i received a msg from sean who is forever so joker. purposely msg exactly before 12 so that he can be the one who msg at the end of the day. my daddy is so FUNNY la! purposely asked me walked all the way outside for something impt and guess what? he kissed me on my cheek and said "happy birthday. this is very impt." i'm giggling awayy..

thanks everyone. i'm really veryy touched that you guys rmb my birthday and making this small day a BIG day! yay! i'm so happy today! think i will be smiling away while i'm sleeping.. heeeeeee...

Saturday, September 02, 2006

coach steven*

yest went for some tier3 leadership course. so many people pon la. actually i thought of poning as well but since the coach is "cute" (at least he is in my eyes), i don't mind staying up till 4. but the toolpig kenneth, gary, lincoln and danial were there keep on disturbing me. so irritating! rahh! hahas. he was guiding our group in some activity while having some eye contact with me, something like asking whether-you-understand-what-am-i-talking-about, and i'm there nodding awayy but my mind is empty. after that he did talk to me a while, but am i insane to be happy over a "nexus" topic? lols. quite funny.

when i reached home i took a afternoon nap and guess what? i slept till this morning. think i slept for like 12 plus plus plus hours. when i woke up, i'm like OMG!! what happen to me.

later i received a call from kenneth, half awake. he was asking anxiously, "lindy, today's your birthday ah?" so funnyy. he got the wrong date. but it's alrightt. so sweet of him to at least rmb my birthday is comingg. ((:
got wishes from xuemei, yihan and yvonne later. owells. so sweet... i'm so touched!

but the toolpig yihan ah. so angryy with him. keep on making use of my birthday to promote his birthday to others. cuz he's birthday is one day before mine. so he's there saying "lindy's birthday is coming and my birthday is one day before hers so rmb to buy my birthday present". box him ah! lols. anw, happy birthday yihan!

Thursday, August 31, 2006

first of all, HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!

what an unproductive day la! went back to phs n saw some teachers but guess wad? the skool hafta be closed by 1045. the security guard was like chasing us out of the skool. blow wistle somemore. i n phyllis were there shouting "half-time..". lols.

after that went to j8 wif caryn n of cuz phyllis. waiting super duper longg for mun, yee, wl, dora, jocelyn, joanna, and gary peh. i hate to wait for ppl. i simply dislike to wait! then we spent hours staying at j8. i dunno what exactly i have done there other than to walk and wait. feel like saying what dora said the previous time when we have an unsuccessful class gathering. "those who organise this class gathering should GO AND DIE!!" luckily dora was there to accompany me to be unhappy over the disorganisation. wahahaha.

i know i miss you all along. but who can i tell? who can i share all these with? i hafta admit that i do regret a little. regret not because i didn't cherish you, but because i let you go. actually i'm very confused. reali veri confused. because even if you ever come back, i know i will never hold on to you again. sound ironical, ain't it? don't wish to let you go yet even if you come back i will never hold on again..sigh~

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

I felt so lost.
I felt so empty inside.
Mummy, Mummy, i wanna HUGG you.)):
today did aces day work out again. only then then realised that we're going to do that for teachers' day. but nvm. so fun la!

the surprising thing is that our group can win for the gp dedate. quite amazing! because our point is not reali veri easy to search for materials and support our arguement. but we WON! yay! i n raktim were there cheering. so funny. he made me so highh. lols.

the best news of today is that there is no econs extra lesson. omg. everyone is there cheering la.

after that went back class to do hw. i'm so unproductive. did so little questions only. all thanks to the toolpig wm and rq. they were there keep on making i and allena laughing awayy..

agnes is sick again. girl, must take care wor..((:

Saturday, August 26, 2006

Thursday, August 24, 2006

yesterday i'm so HAPPY! i'm actually very worried that i will not be able to wear the rifle trouser because the previous week it got tighter la. then my coach and teacher were there saying cannot grow anymore fatter already. if not the jacket allocated to me cannot be worn. so the past week i'd been trying to eat lesser. it's a torture you know? for someone who LOVES FOOD so much. owells my suffering did pay off in the end. yest i could even stick the pants tighter because it seemed slightly loose.

after training when taking off my shoes, i realised there's this BIG BLISTER on my leg. so painful la! but the blister seemed cute leh. i dun dare to burst it so i'm like playing with it today. can feel that there's water inside the blister. so CUTE!

since i could wear the pants and it's slightly loose. i guess i can eat moree. so i ended up eating sushi, durians, coffee bun, and chicken wing! omg! they are all my favourite food. wad a wonderful dinner. paradise~

today there's no pe. actually thought could go home earlier i'm so happy but because i dun understand graphing techniques, i ended up going home at a later time. but i must reali reali thank yhui for teaching mee. cuz it's like wasting his time. somemore he hafta put up with my nonsense and had so much patience to keep on explaining to a keep-on-saying-don't-know person.

when i reached home my mum told me a sad news. my grandma going to move house soon. from the house two blocks away from mine to west coast. think next time will have lesser chance of seeing her already. i reali veri sad. reali reali veri sad. i will miss her..

i'm reali veri tired recently. yesterday slept at 9 plus. now i'm yawningg awayy. goingg to sleepp already. nitess. rmb sean's saying "don't let bed bugs push you down the bed". lols. hope this joker is still in my class now. but nvmm la. now got lincoln. lols.

are we drifting apart? i hope we can be like in the past..

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

today got the aces day work out during pe. OMG! it's so FUN la! haha. i'm like so highh. i dunno y also. i think the actions veri funnyy. den keep on laughingg and laughingg away. agnes and allena also cannot stand me. haha. especially when i see mx do the work out (the guys are opposite, facing us). even more funnyy la!

break tt time when i returning back to class, allena and jar were there spraying each other with the deodorant. then got the wind so the liquid substance went into my eyes. so painful la! cannot open my eyes at that instance. luckilyy glenn beside me. he helped me to the wall. later i slowly open my left eye tt is still fine and got into the toilet to wash my eyes. jar is so guilty la! should make him feel guilty lo. so old le still pei allena crazyy. hahas. now jar owe me an eye! next time his gf marry him hafta buy his eye from mi. lols.

after the toolpig extra lesson while we were returning back to class, allena tapped my shoulder so hardly la. then i proclaimed it's break and allena owe me her left shoulder.

agnes went for skin checkup and she missed the fun in class la! hope she's here as well to laughh with us. charles, rq, yhan, yhui, kenneth, wm, and glenn were in class as well. yhui and glenn are so KIND. teach i and allena physics. the toolpig rq, kenneth and wm were there playing "frisbee" and "tennis ball cum soccer". they are like small kids lo. play play play. while i teaching allena physics later. suddenly there's this tennis ball proof! slide across my cheek la! not reali veri painful but wm veri apologetic. and like that i got another free right cheek. next time wm's gf hafta buy his cheek from me ah. if not cannot kiss on his cheek. then wm say kiss on the lips then. eeeee.. lols.

received so many body parts today. wahahahahah..((:
"body parts for sale!!"

are we drifting apart? i beginning to not understand you..
recently read dora's blog. she's saying in her entry tt she started not knowing wad's blogging because there's nth to blog about. everyday is about the same. tt time when i read tt i did agree with her. but now i don't. received several surprises today.

in the morning received a bottle of star candy with a card attached to it from agnes. written "dearest girlfriend, do believe and strive for your dreams. i'll be here for you now and always." so sweet of her to prepare such a thing for us. you may say it's onli candies and card wad. no biggy. but it's just the thought that touched me.

during our break agnes helped me return my plates and i suggested to help her throw away her cup. she said "thanks". i dunno y but this "thanks" seemed to bring so much warmth. i didnt tell her about it, maybe because i dunno how to put this feeling into words.

after skool we went for photo taking session. we hafta go for photo-taking session AGAIN just because the photographic society lost our class photo. but it's gone by accident so i guess there's noone to blame. reali trouble minjun. take up so much of her time after school as our class is so indecisive on wad post should we give. anw, thankss girl.
i cannot deny the fact tt our class is indecisive la! everytime takes veri long to decide on stuff. but when a suggestion is given, everyone will just do. veryy ON! lols.

later near the evening i went jogging with agnes and allena in the track and we left all our belongings in class. who knows that the class hafta to be locked up so early today. okayy, this is not the point. the point is glenn helped me fold my skirt. omg. i'm so touched la! considering he's from boys' school and only have brothers and no sisters. hmm.. like wad agnes says, glenn is just nice.

life isn't that meaningless after all. just tt do we cherish these small things that happen everyday.

do believe and strive for your dreams.

Monday, August 21, 2006

this weekend is so meaningless. nth much to blog about also. now is 3 and yet i'm still awake. all thanks to the toolpig EoM. tml got photo-taking session. sure look veri ugly with the dark rings around my eyes. i'm hungry right now! but it's like so late already.

my sentence like no link to each other. rah!

v there's GI in the sentence below leh. adapted from glenn's brother's msn nick and modified. the consequence of doing too much of pw. zZz..

the worst way to miss someone is when the person is next to you and yet you do not have the courage to even look.

Thursday, August 17, 2006

i finally understand happiness and sadness is only a line difference only.

i'm so HAPPY in the first hour of school la! reali reali veri happy. if you ever know wad happen, you can feel my happiness as well. i haf been smiling throughout my chinese lesson. haha. so funny. anw. thanks jar, for helping me. even though you keep on suaning me (so indirectly..), it's okay. at that moment wo zhi dao wo shi xing fu de.

allena is so gayy with me. so kuku.

owells. i hafta say that this happiness is short. it only last up till physics lab lesson. i saw the bottle* there. left behind on the bench. perhaps you just misplaced it. but i'm sad seeing it. reali. later when having maths lesson, i realise i cannot cope with graphing techniques. maths is my best subj. yet it seemed to drift away from me. what's going on? i felt so stressed. so lost.

it makes me feel like crying...)):

jar allow me vent my all saddness on him- to suan him. i reali feel better after tt. reali. i dunno why.
later in the toilet, i hugged allena. that makes me feel even better.

whenever i'm sad, i just need a hugg. whenever i'm stressed, i just need to cry it out. i just need a friend to be there for me and everything will go right again.

thanks jar, allena and lincoln.
my dampen and heavy heart that is soaked with tears seemed to lighten...((:

`agnes, rmb to take good care of yourself alright?


will the distance ever get nearer..?